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Shoot Me Now

1 year ago
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I’m used to January being a bittersweet month and I’ve come to expect February’s to hold some sort of devastation. However, February 2012 takes the cake, and that is no small feat considering Februarys past.

Within three weeks of getting sick, he was gone; poof, just like that. We had little time to wrap our minds around his ultimate fate, much less accept it. Once hospice took over his care I knew it was just a matter of time, but I still hoped like hell that he would beat the odds. I tried to be there for him as much as I could in his last few weeks. How could I not? He was my and I wanted to make sure that he knew how much I loved him. When I felt his last heartbeats and realized that he was gone, I wanted nothing more than to curl up next to him and take my last breaths as well.

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He Got Off the Pot!

1 year ago
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Wow.

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Shit or Get off the Pot

1 year ago
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He’s driving me crazy.

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Current State of My Romantic Life

1 year ago
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Around the beginning of September I was frustrated with Sugarbear and ready to give up on our relationship. Things were at a stand-still and I couldn’t stand it anymore. There was a guy that I started talking to several years ago that popped back up. I agreed to go out on a date with him and Sugarbear knew about it. I told him that I was done putting my life on hold. I have needs and I needed some physical attention.

I didn’t plan to have with Forrest on our first date, but he made a move and I was so horny I couldn’t resist. It had been almost nine months since I had . As a person, I could barely stand Forrest, but as a lover… I was very satisfied, but he annoyed me to no end. He was asking me to be his girlfriend the next morning. I couldn’t in good conscience commit to him. I’ll never have for him, hell, I can barely stand him. I wanted him in my life for one thing, a good time. I also knew I wasn’t anywhere near over Sugarbear. I still had hope that me would light a fire under his ass to kick it up a notch. I didn’t have some malicious plan and I wasn’t trying to manipulate Sugarbear. I was prepared to move on and that’s what I was doing.

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2011 Recap

1 year ago
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Overall, I would call 2011 a bad year, but it had its moments:

Best Moments

  1. My beautiful nephew, Logan, was born.
  2. My sister married a good man who truly loves her.
  3. I didn’t have any .
  4. I stopped basing my relationships on and I let myself truly get emotionally involved with a man for the first time since .
  5. My heart didn’t get broken.

Worst Moments

  1. Uncle Butch, Bill, Aunt Nita, and Adrian died… all within two months of each other.
  2. My mother was committed to TCBH again.
  3. I realized my relationship with my brother is irredeemable.
  4. I had some major financial difficulties due to taking on too much responsibility where my was concerned.
  5. I was diagnosed with a couple of disorders that were the likely cause of my miscarriages.

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