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Where Have I Been?

1 year ago
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It’s been awhile since I checked in with my personal blog because I’ve been devoted to creating and updating a webzine for bipolars. I don’t want my blog associated with it because I have learned (thanks to the Super Cunt) that people will use anything they can against you and your loved ones when they feel so inclined and want to hurt you. I didn’t want all the to carry over to my webzine so I have been stealth around here. I also did not want the two associated because I have been painfully honest about people and in my life and I want to keep it secret to an extent.

I have missed the catharsis usually accomplished by pouring out my and getting shit out in the open through my . I struggled with the decision whether to make “Reflections of a Crazy Life” a private or subscription only blog to prevent it from causing more pain and turmoil in my real life. I chose against privatizing it because that would have violated my purpose for creating it in the first place. Besides, the worst has come to light and I’m still here to tell about it… “Sometimes you gotta say, ‘What the fuck!’”

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The Perfect Date – BipolarChick Style

1 year ago
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I have been on many dates1, most ended with 2, but the best ones never did. I’ve had 2 perfect dates. The greatest was with , the other was with .

The date with Erick wasn’t traditional to say the least, in fact, none of them were. We were in with each other six months before we physically met. The first time we hung out together in real life, and were with us. It was in the North Platte Wal-Mart parking lot. After AAA unlocked his car, we went to see his band practice at the Bat Cave. It had a rocky start, but good finish. Our third date was the best one. We had walked to a great park, complete with a fountain, swings, picnic tables, and sprinklers.

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  1. not just first dates [↩]
  2. By the way, I don’t care about judgments about sex on the first date. Usually, I would have sex with a man so I could emotionally detach from him, I would also gather my courage from a shot glass. Knowing my past, can you really blame me? I didn’t think so. We do what we have to do to survive. It’s amazing what we can convince ourselves is “okay”, “not bad”, or “fine” [↩]

An Unmarried Love Interest… Finally!

1 year ago
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Mickey aka used Facebook to transition our colleague-ship to friendship and now a budding relationship. We met a little over two years ago. and I was instantly attracted to him, but I didn’t make any overtures. We both started working at the same day. We frequently talked while in training then we went out to separate teams and had different schedules. We’d see each other on the floor occasionally, but our interactions were limited to small talk. Then about five months ago we was assigned to the same team.

We still didn’t have much interaction because we sat on opposite rows and our phone cord leashes kept us bound to a 2-3 foot radius. In September, we added each other on Facebook.  He would occasionally like one of my wall posts, then he began randomly commenting on them. A seat opened up next to him and I was sick of butting heads with one of the women that sat near me, so I took the opportunity to move next to him. I think that was around the end of October. We started talking more. We subtlety flirted and we stood within inches of each other during team meetings. I began liking a few of his wall posts or making a comment here and there.

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Tighty Whitey Guy

1 year ago
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My resolve to avoid married men faltered again. Yesterday, I called in to because I didn’t feel well.1 Tighty Whitey’s spidey sense must’ve been tingling because he started texting me.

We hooked up once over the summer, while his wife was out-of-town, but hadn’t had an opportunity because our work schedules are so similar.2 Before we hooked up initially, we had IMd on yahoo for a couple of years. I’ve been with more than my fair share of married or otherwise attached men and I was not interested in adding yet another to my Book of Dalliances. However, he was very persistent in pursing the affair and happened to catch me on a day when I was horny and willing to ignore that he is married.

I don’t remember much about our first time together except he was even cuter than in his pictures, he loved eating pussy, his package was average, he wore tighty whiteys and that I taught him my favorite position.

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  1. I’ve got a cold and I’ve been fatigued lately. I’m often exhausted, but cannot sleep more than 2-4 hours at a time. [↩]
  2. Normally, I would’ve found a way around that, but the wasn’t all that good for me so I didn’t feel the need to accommodate him. I’ve had better orgasms from bass vibrations. [↩]
it's complicated

Complicated Charlie

1 year ago
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After evaluating the situation, I further examined my relationship with Charlie. It is awkward as all hell for me. Normally, I can avoid the object of my awkward , but the only way to avoid Charlie is to quit my job, or get him fired… That’s right; I fished off the company dock, but I got hooked. I, the queen of detachment, took a sabbatical and my heart was left free to roam in conjunction with chemistry and … a fine recipe for an emotional a-bomb.

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