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The Life of a Bipolar Chick

5 years ago
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For those of you who don’t already know it, I’m bipolar. That one scary word… that brings all kinds of crazy thoughts to your mind. I’m tired of this illness being stigmatized so much. Yeah it’s a mental illness, but it isn’t much different from (which is a socially acceptable and very common mental illness). There are different types of bipolar disorder, but the gist of it is the people with this affliction have of moderate to extreme happiness (mania) as well as of moderate to extreme sadness (). It is just as treatable as . I’m sick of being judged for being bipolar. It sure isn’t something I wanted or asked for, but it is a card I’ve been dealt. I struggle with it every second of every day. I will never be “cured,” but I’m being treated and doing a lot better.

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When Jennifer Met Raymond (part 2)

5 years ago
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Felicia and I didn’t go back to Dorian’s house for three or four days. When we finally went back it was during the day so no one was there except Dorian, Phyllis and her boyfriend, Mikey.

They immediately began talking about the fight. I apologized for fighting on her property and I was worried that she was going to ban me, but she didn’t. She actually agreed with what I did. She said, ‘Don’t worry about it, sweetie. That girl deserved to have her skeezy ass kicked.’

Dorian told us that Lisa had come back over the night after the party and ended up fucking . What a slut!

I used to hold grudges big time back then. I wanted to beat her ass again or pay her back in some other way.

Dorian also told us that Lisa and Raymond were kind of together and that Ray had been staying at Lisa and her mom’s since the night after he fucked her.

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Bar Fight

6 years ago
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Last night was CRAZY!

Robert and Cody came over and we started drinking jager. Then on the way to Cockleburz Saloon we drank a bottle of peppermint schnapps. I didn’t eat all day (boy am i a dumbass)… anyways we get to the bar and Brooke gives me a triple jager. I downed that one and Johnny bought me another, then Chris bought me another, after that bought me a triple rattlesnake, then Brooke gave me a xtra large on the beach and 2 screwdrivers, then Chris bought me another triple shot of jager…. um yeah by this time I was SHITFACED!!! I decided I had enough, but it was too late lol. I didn’t take in to consideration that I hadn’t eaten so yeah I was pretty damn wasted.

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Goth Photo Shoot

6 years ago
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Around 3am tori and I decided to do a goth photo shoot. was taking the pictures, and he isn’t too familar with my camera so the ones of me didn’t turn out very good, but the ones I took of look great. I’ll be posting them on my website soon. We took over 300 pictures, so be patient I have to crop and enhance and all that. We took until after the sun came up. After the photo session we got online for a little while and chatted with some . Here are some of the pics:

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Uber-Shitty Day

7 years ago
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It’s been one of those really really rough days that make you feel so horrible that you can barely find a reason to go on living… You know the ones – where everything starts going wrong from the second you get out of bed… first, one thing goes wrong and then another, then another until finally it all compounds into one super shitty day and you begin contemplating your life and how awry it has gone. It is a spiraling ball of shit that you have lost control of and the more you try to bring it out of the nosedive the worse it becomes. You begin to wonder why you even bother. You’re on the verge of giving up, but then miraculously, something happens to snap you out of it and make you feel better. You start to remember that tomorrow, after all, is another day and the problems of this day will be in the past…

Well, not today. Today, the hits just keep on coming. Technically, tomorrow will be here in about 15 minutes, but the problems of this day will still be here and just as bad as they are today.

All I really need is someone to talk to, someone to tell me that everything will be okay, and actually convince me of it.

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