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The Day After

9 years ago
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The next day was his band’s show in Curtis (about 45 miles from North Platte). The band had invited us to go. I didn’t want to go at first because I was still angry with them for going along with ’s lies. The girls wanted to go really bad though so I relented. and I were inseparable that day.

Shortly before their set, reality sank in that we were leaving to go back home after the show. I knew I had to try to distance myself from him. I walked to my car with the intention to clear my head and give myself a pep talk (about being able to handle leaving and that I would see him again soon, etc.) I had just opened the door and sat down and there he was.

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And We Made Love…

9 years ago
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The next morning, (Wednesday) we checked out of the motel and went to the campgrounds. (Yes, we were that broke. Luckily, I had been smart enough to pack my tent.) I had to write a hot check for 2 days lot rent.

He came over that evening. We talked and flirted for hours. I asked him if he wanted a tour of the tent (it was a 3 room tent), he bit and we ended up in my “bedroom” we laid on my palette and talked and gazed into each others eyes.

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Quality Time with Erick

9 years ago
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wanted to come over but I wanted to shower first. Afterwards, I called Heather again and she was chatting with on yahoo. I asked her to ask him to bring us something to eat. When he showed up, he had 3 plates of food he had cooked for us. I thought that was so sweet. I figured he would just grab something from Mickey D’s or something.

He also brought his copy of “the Dark Crystal”. He gave it to me and I gave him a Tulsa t-shirt. He also gave me a Toyfare magazine that had Optimus Prime on the cover. It was funny because he walked in and was like “I bet you thought you weren’t gonna get to see Optimus Prime while you were here, but here ya go.” and he handed it to me. In case you haven’t figured it out, Optimus Prime is what he calls his penis.

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The First Time I Met Erick (IRL)

9 years ago
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said, “Here he comes.” While was walking toward us I parked my hoopty and the butterflies hit me like a ton of bricks. I kept my head down while I was frantically searching for my cigarettes. I was so nervous I’m surprised that I didn’t start hyper-ventilating. He came to my window. He was surprised we were so early. He told me that he had to finish his closing duties. He was even hotter in person. I wanted to kiss him, but we had broken up about a week before my trip. We waited in the car while he was finishing up.

I was finally starting to calm down when he came back to my car. We stood outside and talked and hugged. It was obvious we were both feeling awkward but that didn’t last too long. I got him to show me the two tattoos on his chest that I had seen so many times on cam. I really just wanted to scope his chest, but he didn’t need to know that.

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The Winds of Change

9 years ago
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It amazes me how quickly things can change. There have been several changes in my life.

First of all, I don’t see anymore and I haven’t in over eight months. I had a January 20th of this year. It was his child. I had left messages with his mother that I was pregnant and he never called. Then when I was at the hospital, after the , I had Jessica and Carah call her and tell her what was going on. Apparently, she didn’t care. She probably thought I was lying about the whole thing anyway. All I can say is good riddance to her and her son. Fuck them both!

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