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February 2010
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-02-27
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-02-20
- I Think I Can…
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-02-13
- Going Back to the Doctor Today
- The Morning After
- Happiness Has Abandoned Me Yet Again
January 2010
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-01-29
- Update on Shawna the Abominable Cunt
- Paul Passed a Major Test
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-01-15
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-01-08
- Our Relationship is Starting to Hit a Few Snags
- Mini Update
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2010-01-01
December 2009
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-12-25
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-12-18
- Next Stop… the Long Haul
- Dinner with Paul and His Family
- Communication is Fucking Hard
- Paul is Integrating Me into His Life
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-12-11
- Standing On the Brink…
- Counseling: Session 4
- An Unexpected Romance
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-12-04
November 2009
- Another Autoimmune Condition
- Girls Night Out – the Gay Bar
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-11-27
- Less Stress, More Peace
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-11-20
- Counseling: Session 3
- Reviving a Long Lost Dream
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-11-13
- ER Visit Reinforced my Disdain for Doctors and Hospitals
- Counseling: Session 2
- Remember When… I Almost Drowned
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-11-06
- When it Rains it Pours
- Back to Counseling
- 10 Songs that Describe an Aspect of Life with Bipolar Disorder
October 2009
- Shawna’s House of Cards Will Fall
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-10-30
- All Lies Eventually Come Out
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-10-23
- Shawna the Abominable Cunt and the Protective Order
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-10-16
- Cyberstalking & Harassment – written 10-3-09
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-10-09
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-10-02
September 2009
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-09-25
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-09-18
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-09-11
- Drama & Haters
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-09-04
- And the Survey Says…
August 2009
- Which Man is Aiden’s Biological Father?
- The Gloves are Off!
- I Spent a Great Day with My Niece
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-08-28
- Adventures with Signal Pirating Continue
- Pirating on My Day Off
- The Shite Hath Hit Thee Fan
- Crushes Aren’t Just for Schoolgirls
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-08-21
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-08-14
- Bipolar + Boredom = Uh Oh
- Is a Truce with Shawna in the Cards?
- Life at Dish Network Rocks!
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-08-07
- Old Flames Die Hard
- Carah Had the Baby!
July 2009
- Shawna Had the Baby!
- I Gave HostRefugee the Boot
- We Just Have to ‘Keep On Truckin’
- Twitter Weekly Updates for 2009-07-24
- The Creative Juices are Flowing
- I Failed the Tough-Love Method
June 2009
May 2009
- On the Romantic Front
- Life After 30
- Shawna the Super Cunt Strikes Again
- My 30th Birthday Party
- He Wants Me, He Really Really Wants Me, LOL
April 2009
March 2009
- On the Lookout
- Enjoying the Afterglow
- An Evening with Zane
- The End Has Come for Erick and Me
- A New Relationship Begins
- Car Accident
- A New Diagnosis – as if I Need another One
- More on the Battle with Shawna
- Another Battle with Shawna
- CU’s 4/20 Smoke-Out to Be Preceded by 2-Day Marijuana Forum
- Pawpa’s 71st Birthday
February 2009
- Bye Bye, Bug Guy aka Patrick
- California May Legalize Marijuana Soon
- Houseguests from Heaven
- On MLK, Jr. Day: I, Too, Have a Dream
- Clean Slate
- The Cure for Cancer is Illegal
January 2009
- Stimulus for Who?
- Yes We Cannabis!
- Marijuana Inc: Inside America’s Pot Industry, Poll, Legal, Legislation, Decriminalization, Usage, International, Business, Government, Drug, Medicine – CNBC.com
- The Hill Blog» Blog Archive » Marijuana Law Reform No Longer a Political Liability, It’s a Political Opportunity
- We Can Do It Again! Repealing Today’s Failed Prohibition — Take Action!
- Citizen’s Briefing Book Idea: Ending Marijuana Prohibition
- Trudging Along Alone
- Ideas For Change in America
- 2009 – Another New Year
December 2008
- An Abandoned Daughter’s Dilemma
- Numbness – My Favorite Defense Mechanism
- Sometimes Justice Does Prevail
November 2008
October 2008
September 2008
- David is Coming Home!
- Stickers: Drama and Friends
- Schwarzenegger: I Hit the Bong with Chong
- Shawna and Me
- I Quit My Job
- Top 20 Signs of Bipolar Disorder: Top 10 Signs of Mania and Top 10 Signs of Depression
- Letting Go
- Nick is Dead to Me
- Made of Scars
- I Talked to Nick Today
August 2008
- Hanging With Shawna
- How to Get Over a Friend’s Betrayal
- A Dying Friendship
- How to Recognize a True Friend
- An Eye for an Eye
- I Still Feel Betrayed
- Stabbed in the Back Again
- Old Habits
- My New Job and Nick
- Slacking
- New Job!
- Over Erick
- An Evening with Nick and Tamara
- Questioning Things
- Maybe?
- Another Experiment
July 2008
- Experimentation
- What Have I Been Doing?
- 7 Habits of Happy People
- Allowing Your INFP Strengths to Flourish
- Common Qualities of the INFP Personality Type
- Nerves
- Ten Rules to Live By to Achieve INFP Success
- Tori’s 24th Birthday Party
- 8 Tips to Finding and Maintaining Happiness
- Do I Have What it Takes to be Happy?
- 12 Ways to Care for a Depressed Person
- Objectivity and Fear
- Tamara’s Marriage
- DirecTV’s Acquiescence
- I’m Getting Back on Track
- Dan
- Current Status of my Relationship with Erick
- Bipolarchick 2; Directv 0
- My DirecTV Personnel File
- Small Talk with Greg
- Directv Has Balls
- My Physical Health
- Introduction to Cannabis
- Once an addict…
- Foreboding vs. Hope
- Super High Me
- Indiana Boys on a Rainy Oklahoma Night
- A Fourth of July to be Remembered…
- Independence Day 2008
- Twelve things to do if your loved one has a mood disorder
- Restless
- Hanging with My Niece and Nephew
- I Made it to the 6 Month Mark!
June 2008
- Dan & Tamara Goofing off
- Erick… again
- Mended Friendship
- Recovery without Support
- Symptoms or Side Effects
- Derek’s Death Taught Me a Lesson
- Ten Terrific Things About Bipolar Disorder
- A Great Day Out
- Mommy Trashiest
- Regret
- Derek Brown
- I’m Improving
- A Strange Dream – Starring My Mother
- I’m Feeling a Little Better
- What’s Been Going on with Me?
April 2008
March 2008
February 2008
- I Broke the News to My Guys
- My New Boyfriend
- Life Goes On… Without Erick
- My Return to Work at Directv
January 2008
- ‘Hell Hath No Fury…’
- I Finally Did It
- My Family
- Out of the Woods
- Take Me as I am by Tonic
- Quick Update
- Bad News
- Annual Progress Report
- Blogoversary
- Mothers
- Taxes
- Another Sad Anniversary
- Self-injury vs Crying
- Scars Remind Us…
- Scars by Papa Roach
- Childhood Fantasies
- Mommy Dearest
- Anorgasmia
- I Refuse to Let Jeff Back into My Life
- Instant Gratification
- Bipolarchick Unveiled
- It is a Lonely Life
- A Blog Review
- Patrick
- Recovery
- I'm Almost Finished
- 10 Things You Can do to Fight Stigma
- I Fell Off the Wagon
- Changed Hosts
- Employment
- Former Wedding Plans
- 2008 New Years Celebration
- Lithium 101
December 2007
- Recap of 2007
- Jeff is a Prick
- Jeff Contacted me
- Breakup with Jeff
- Sex and Mania (Updated)
- Nonconformance Regarding My Medication Regimen
- Grrr…
- Ice Storm
November 2007
- Things I Think About When I Can't Sleep
- Where Do I Begin?
- I'm Back
- Flashback
- Letter to my sister
- My Father
- Directv Bastards
- Signs?
October 2007
- Sex and Faygo
- I know, I know
- Bands I've Seen Live (well, the ones I remember)
- Self-Management
- How can I find people who understand?
- Wellness After Hospitalization
- Understanding Hospitalization for Mental Health
- Bullshit Semantics
- Update on Tori
- 5 Songs You Should Never Sing To Your Bipolar Girlfriend
- Mental Illness Facts
- Top 10 Signs Your Girlfriend Might have Bipolar Disorder
- Top Ten Ways to Take Care of Your Mental Health
- Top 10 Ways to Support Your Bipolar Mate
- Mental Illness Awareness Week 10/7-10/13
- Eager Beaver
- Tori has been Released
- Attempted Suicide
- Top 10 Signs you might have Bipolar Disorder
- Back to Work
September 2007
- Electro-Shock Therapy
- Tainted with Myself
- Drugs and Labels
- The Ways Bipolar Disorder has Affected My Relationships
- 10 Tips For Repairing Damaged Relationships
- Madness
- What It's Like to Have a Mood Disorder
- Scientists Make Bipolar Gene Find
- Community Service & Another Med Change
- Jeff…
- YMCA, Community Service, and Denver
- Letting Go
- A New Kind of Sex Toy?
- Movie date with Jeff
- Vision for Change: A Campaign for Wellness in America
- A Life for Deciding
- Diagnoses
- Triptych: For My Sisters and Brothers
- The Pendulum
- Nick is Going Back to Prison
- Pass the Wellstone Act
August 2007
- Official Diagnostic Signs for Bipolar Episodes and Bipolar Disorder
- Rebuttal to Jordan's Accusations
- Dave is a Jerk
- Boundary Violation
- My Trial
- First Date with Dave
- Cold by Corinna Fugate
- The First Day's Night Had to Come
- Hyper-Vigilance
- Meds
- The Domino Effect
- Things NOT to Say to Someone with a Mental Illness
- Rebirth
- Baby Steps
- The Options
- A Fat Rant
- Beyond Mania and Depression
- Overview of Bipolar Disorder
- Chris Cocker Has A Problem
- Types of Bipolar Disorder
- Interview with a college student with bipolar disorder
- Violence and Mental Illness: The Facts
- Bipolar Disorder Statistics
July 2007
- Obloquy of a Cutter
- Family Reunion 7-29-07
- Living Happily in our World as an INFP
- Potential Problem Areas for INFPs
- The Little Girl by John Michael Montgomery
- INFP Careers
- INFPs and Stress
- INFPs as Parents
- INFPs as Friends
- INFPs as Lovers
- Traveling Woman
- My Interests and Preferred Pastimes
- INFP Profile
- INFP – The Dreamer
- Idealist Temperament
- Mental Health and Suicide
- Introverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiving Profile
- My Jung Personality Type: INFP (Questor/Idealist/Healer)
- Jungian Functional Preference Ordering for INFP
- Thoughts
- Thoughts About My Commitment Issues and More…
- Thoughts About Dickinson and Seventh Grade
- Another Threesome
June 2007
- Cops Suck
- Concrete Angel by Martina McBride
- What's Good For the Goose…
- The Excitement of a New Lover
- Unfinished Letter to Nick
- Self-Analysis
- Random Introspection
- I Didn't Run Nick Off… Yet
- Why I Relapsed (Part 5)
- Why I Relapsed (Part 4)
- Why I Relapsed (Part 3)
- Why I Relapsed (Part 2)
- Why I Relapsed (Part 1)
- Relapse
- I Can't Slow Down
May 2007
- Girlfriend
- Justice?!?
- Tearing Down the Walls
- Insane Clown Posse
- Equal Employment Opportunity Commission
- Battle of the Bulge
- Backsliding
- My 28th Birthday
- My Snakes
- Almost Another Year Older
- Sealed with a Kiss
April 2007
- Big Day
- New Pets
- Another Productive Day
- Osiris
- The Evils of Meth (part 2)
- The Evils of Meth (part 1)
- Off the Wagon
- My New Pet
- Productive Day – Finally
- Daddy Big Nut
- Bad Girls, Bad Girls, Whatcha Gonna Do…?
- Day Off
- Nick & Noah
- The Horror of Blimps
- Jonathan the Psycho
- Of All the Streets in All the Cities…
March 2007
- Moving Day
- Back on the Path…
- A Buried Memory Returned to Haunt Me
- Stumbling blocks
- The Root of My Evil
- Changes
- Choices
- Vulnerability
- My Job is Safe… For Now
- Maturity
- What I Can and Cannot Do….
- Progress Report
- I talked to Erick
February 2007
- MMM sex
- Cut the Bullshit
- Maybe No One
- Story of My Life
- Self-Injury
- Relapse already?
- Untitled
- My Shameful Secret
- And the stress begins again…
- Will you be my friend? Check yes or no.
- Another Disorder
- Brookhaven
- Another Guy
- Impulsivity
- Ideal Woman
- I know what it is like to want to die
- Discharge and My Recovery
- Our GC Video
- Dual Problems Group
- Abuse & Boundaries Group
- Anger and Stress management
- Inadequacy and Co-dependence group
- Grief/loss Group
- Shame/Guilt Group
- Forgiveness Group
- Conflict Group
- Committed: Day 8
January 2007
- Committed: Day 6
- Committed: Day 4
- Triggers
- I Can't Live Like This Anymore!
- DirecTV doesn't care if I die as long as I come to work
- Letter to Mr. Johnson with Directv
- Poem – I'm Sick
- Observations
- I Want…
- Confession
- Something is Wrong
December 2006
- Redemption
- Good Party, Gone Bad (naughty as hell)
- Buckcherry & Crossfade Concert
- No More Sex
- Anniversary of My Last (and hopefully final) Suicide Attempt
- Erick is Separated
- College Football
- My Blog and Other Updates
November 2006
- Thanksgiving '06
- Tara's Birthday
- Surgery
- Another Blast from the Past
- To be just friends, or not to be just friends; that is the question…
- The Dr’s Nurse Called Today
- Article About My Sister
- Anniversary of My Sister's Death
- Biopsy Day
- Halloween '06
October 2006
- Astroglide isn't guaranteed to work
- Derek
- Post-Diagnosis
- Doctors Never Call When Everything is Okay
- Dischorus 2006
- A One Night Stand – Revisited
- "Feel the Fury!"
- Beware the Doorbell
September 2006
August 2006
- My Niece, My Sister, My Ex
- I'll be an Auntie soon!
- The Day After
- I Cut Again
- Battle
- The Life of a Bipolar Chick
July 2006
- Awkwardness
- When Jennifer Met Raymond (part 7)
- When Jennifer Met Raymond (part 6)
- When Jennifer Met Raymond (part 5)
- When Jennifer Met Raymond (part 4)
- When Jennifer Met Raymond (part 3)
- When Jennifer Met Raymond (part 2)
- When Jennifer Met Raymond (part 1)
- Raymond
- Crossroads
- What I am
June 2006
May 2006
April 2006
March 2006
December 2005
November 2005
October 2005
- I Got My Mojo Back! (part 2)
- I Got My Mojo Back! (part 1)
- Perfect Bliss
- Golden Anniversary
- Bar Fight
- Gratitude
- Ravings of a Miserable Soul
- Hiding From the World
September 2005
- Appeal Letter to the Short-term disability Company
- A webmistress' work is never done
- Post-Surgery: Day 4
- Post-Surgery: Day 2
- Post-Surgery: Day 1
August 2005
July 2005
June 2005
May 2005
April 2005
March 2005
February 2005
January 2005
December 2004
November 2004
October 2004
July 2004
June 2004
May 2004
April 2004
- Jell-O Wrestling
- Self-Disgust
- Raymond & Erick
- Brian
- I talked to Mike a few mins ago…
- My breakup with Erick
- Near Death, One year ago tonight
- Mike
March 2004
January 2004
December 2003
November 2003
October 2003
- Life as a Fat Girl
- The Things We Tell Strangers
- My Grandparent's 48th Anniversary
- I'm Queen Shopaholic
- My Twisted Relationship with Raymond
April 2003
- Erick and I
- Email to Dr. Neil and his Reply About My Relationship with Erick
- Me and Erick's Astrological Chart
- Me and Erick's Color Compatiblity Chart
August 2002
- The Day After
- And We Made Love…
- The Confrontation
- The Truth Uncovered
- Quality Time with Erick
- Our First Night in North Platte
- The First Time I Met Erick (IRL)
- On the Road Again
- The Winds of Change
May 2001
July 2000
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