I spent some time with my mom and grandparents earlier. I had made roast and vegetables for dinner. It turned out pretty damn good. It wasn’t perfect, but it was only the second time I’ve made a roast. Granny had also gone to the doctor yesterday and got good news. Her defibulator/pacemaker is finally helping. The last adjustment they made worked and the doctor is taking her off some of her . Hearing that was a big relief. With all the loss the second half of 2011 brought, it is wonderful to have some great news for a change. Granny’s is important to me. I couldn’t handle losing her or .

After dinner, I went to the with , , Noodles, and . We watched “The Devil Inside.” We were disappointed with the ending, but most of the rest was decent. I talked with and Jules about the shit either or was emailing me on Christmas Eve. I let them read the messages for themselves so they could see the kind of lies and venom they spew. It’s sad that he/she is still so bitter. I stopped caring about the situation a long time ago, when I got the protective order. ’s obsession just amuses me now. She used all her ammunition and can’t hurt me anymore. That doesn’t keep her from trying though. The only thing she really has left to exploit is my for my brother, but I am able to deal with that by pretending he is still in .

Jules came home with me to spend the rest of the weekend. We’re gonna have some . He’s gonna love my cat.

Forrest was messaging me on Facebook, trying to convince me to continue our relationship, but I think I finally go through to him, that I don’t want to be with him.

On this day..