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Which Man is Aiden’s Biological Father?

2 years ago
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Click on the picture to enlarge it. The possible fathers, listed in no particular order, are: Lee, Russ, , or someone else. I chose to just use numbers so this poll can be as unbiased as possible.

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The Gloves are Off!

2 years ago
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Having two children by two different men is common, three children by three men is slutty, four children by four different men… now that’s just a straight up whore. What kind of woman has four each fathered by a different man? My piece of shit sister-in-law/ex-best friend, that’s who. As if it wasn’t bad enough, the paternity of the newest baby is up in the air. He was born a few weeks before her thirtieth birthday, on my mom’s birthday.
My brother called me earlier to confront me about a blog entry from August 12th. He didn’t read it for himself; he was just going by what told him and it couldn’t have been good because he was pissed off. I had a feeling she would use it to start a fight between us. She’s a cunt that way.
She knew about the entry within 1-2 days of me posting it. I know that because she called my mom and asked for her . Why did she wait so long to tell him about it? I think she waited until she could put her own spin on it. She also led him to believe I just wrote it, but it was posted over two weeks ago.
In my opinion, there wasn’t anything in it that should have angered him. I read the post to and and they also agreed with me. I had read it to my mom a few days after Shawna talked to her and she also agreed with my points.  Additionally, I had shown her a picture of Russ and she admitted the baby looked more like him than anyone in our .
said that everyone says Aiden looks just like him. Before I had time to think better of it, I said, “Yeah, to your face.”
I regretted it as soon as it came out of my mouth, but I couldn’t take it back. It was the truth. The majority of the family has kept quiet to David because they didn’t want to hurt him. I don’t want to do that either, but I know the more time that passes before the truth comes out, the more it is going to hurt him. This shit needs to get settled.
After that he said, “So everyone’s been talking shit about me behind my back?” I told him, “No, they just didn’t want to hurt you and I don’t either.”
Then he said, “Aiden looks just like did when she was a baby.” I said, “No, he doesn’t!” He doesn’t look anything like either.
Then he asked when I was going to pay for the DNA test because when Shawna and I was arguing last week via MySpace Own Your Friends I said I’d pay for the test. I told him that Tori, , and I are going to split the cost. He said okay, but he also added that once the test comes back and shows the baby is his he doesn’t want any of us (meaning the whole family) to be a part of Aiden’s life. She must have really filled his head full of bullshit, but that’s fine. She’ll get hers.
Let me reiterate, I do not blame anything on Aiden. None of this is his fault. However, I know David is not his biological father. My instincts are rarely ever wrong and they have been on alert since this whole thing began months ago.
Shawna has been telling me for months I wasn’t allowed in the baby’s life, so I prepared myself for that quite awhile ago. Therefore, it doesn’t bother me. I hope he changes his mind about the rest of the family though. They shouldn’t be punished for Shawna’s lies.
I know it may sound bad, but when my brother was locked up, I had numbed myself to the pain of being away from him. I got really good at ignoring it. Since Shawna latched on to him so quick after he was released I didn’t really get a chance to get used to being around him again, so I didn’t get re-attached. I never got attached to Aiden, so it’s easy for me to ignore that loss as well. You can’t really miss what you never really had in the first place.
I’ve said it before and I’m saying it again. I am 99.999999% David is not Aiden’s biological son. However, if I am proven wrong I will apologize to David. Then I’ll kick myself in the ass for causing him pain.

Having two children by two different men is common, three children by three men is slutty, four children by four different men… now that’s just a straight up whore. What kind of woman has four kids each fathered by a different man? My piece of shit sister-in-law/ex-best friend, that’s who. As if it wasn’t bad enough, the paternity of the newest baby is up in the air. He was born a few weeks before her thirtieth birthday, on my mom’s birthday.

My brother called me earlier to confront me about a blog entry from August 12th. He didn’t read it for himself; he was just going by what Shawna told him and it couldn’t have been good because he was pissed off. I had a feeling she would use it to start a fight between us. She’s a cunt that way.

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I Spent a Great Day with My Niece

2 years ago
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’s third birthday was August 28th. I had to on her birthday, but I had requested today off a few weeks ago because I figured would throw her birthday party today. Jess was running low on so she decided to wait until after her payday, so the party is on September 5th. I cannot take that day off so I decided to take her to the zoo today and let her spend the night.

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Adventures with Signal Pirating Continue

2 years ago
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Yesterday, I was off again. and I spent a large part of the day goofing off and talking. We played more games, toked, and listened to . We are both financially challenged right now so we didn’t have many other options.

My mom has some dude crashing at my house with her. He seems nice enough, but it’s highly irritating that she let him start staying there without asking for permission from either me or . Her bf called so I took the phone back to her room. The door was halfway open, so I pushed it open more and seen what I never ever wanted to see again… my mother having . That was just wrong, and I am scarred. I can’t get the mental picture of my mom’s jiggling boobs out of my head. It’s quite disturbing. I talked about it and although he empathized with me he couldn’t stop laughing his ass off. Tori thought it was hilarious as well.

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Pirating on My Day Off

2 years ago
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I spent a big part of the day sitting in my bed with my laptop. I prefer to spend my first day off alone or with so I can regroup. I enjoy my job, but being nice, polite, courteous, helpful, and extremely patient while dealing with customers of varying intelligence and temperament 40+ hours per week is mentally draining; that combined with the pressure I put myself under to be a top performer leaves me close to exhausted by the beginning of my fifth shift of the week (if not sooner). I am not complaining though. I am thankful to have a job1. It allows me to be independent and it’s no secret how much I value my independence and freedom.

This is the first day off I’ve had in weeks that I got to enjoy my own company. It was great. I’m supposed to go pick Tori up around midnight. Adam has been texting me. He’s trying to sweet talk me into going over to his house and hanging out with him. Apparently, he has the house to himself. He told me that he and made up. said he blacked out and doesn’t remember their fight or the events leading up to it.

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