'we all go a little mad sometimes'
He Wants Me, He Really Really Wants Me, LOL
When Zane came over we discussed the situation with his future ex-wife. He told me things that I already know: it was his decision to separate and she still hopes they will reconcile. He says there is zero chance they will get back together and he told me not to pay attention to her petty attempts to goad me. He told me he is with exactly who he wants to be with: ME! 
There was one thing that has been bugging me since we started dating. He was still wearing his wedding band. He had told me from day one that it was stuck on his finger and that was the only reason he was still wearing it. I had been awaiting the right moment to ask him to let me try to get it off. I finally felt the moment was right and I asked him. He gave me the chance without hesitation.
I took him to the kitchen and poured Dawn dish soap all over his finger and tried to get it off. My nails have gotten pretty long and I had a hard time so I yelled for Dudney to come help me and between the two of us we got it off. It was a huge victory for me and I was surprised by the relief I felt. He was thankful it was off and asked if he could throw it in the fireplace.
After that, we had incredible sex in the shower then the bed, and then we went back to the shower, and then back to my bed. We had sex for hours. We talked about much passion we have for each other and how much we enjoy spending time together. He left some very dark hickeys on my breasts and one on my neck… marking his territory apparently.
When the alarm went off for me to get up and get ready for work he was raring to have me again. I gave in with no hesitation. I expected a quickie, but it lasted over an hour and we only quit because I had to leave for work. I was running late so I let him keep my car because I didn’t have time to take him home.
He picked me up from work and we got to spend some time together. My complete band kit for Guitar Hero World Tour had arrived and he helped me put it together. Then he got a call that they needed him to temp at American Airlines overnight, so I took him home so he could get ready.
On this day..
- Sealed with a Kiss - 2007
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Thanks, Replier. I have taken Intro to Psych, Developmental Psych, and Social Psych. Abnormal psych was next on the list before I dropped out of college. I plan on going back after I get my financial aid crap fixed. I want to be a mental health counselor… I want to get more episode free time racked up first though.
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#5 written by aryuna 2 years ago
we've been lovers for more than two years. within that time he kept telling me that he was not a relationship guy,so i kept distance. he called the relationship animalistic and said he liked it that way.i agreed.
it went on like that till last summer when he announced that he had been seeing someone and she told him to be exclusive,so he could not have sex with me any more.i said ok.
a few days later we had sex.and then evrything started all over again.he would say we should stop it.now he does not say it.seems like he is comfortable in the situation.i don't think i am.
i did not even bother to think that he was dating someone.our relationship seemed clear to me.
i do not know what i want from him.i do not trust him. -
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Tallulah, Things are going pretty well, not perfect, but close. I do too and I'm almost past the 6 week mark (the time I usually ditch new relationships) and I'm still interested in and attracted to Zane, so I'm definitely making progress with my intimacy issues. YAY!
You're right, it really is a great anti-depressant and it would be great if it would stay this way. *fingers crossed*
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Happy 30th in advance! I have a question, have you ever taken a class in psychology? And if you did take an introductory course, would you ever consider taking a class on abnormal psychology? Just wondering.