I’ve still been a few times a month, but not having with him. I’ve also started getting closer to a couple more guys I’ve met recently. One was through some and the other one works with me. Things are still on the flirting level with the two new guys. and I are in the comfort zone, and I’m not quite sure where things stand with .

Things with Zane have cooled off a bit. We haven’t seen each other or spoken much the past two weeks because we have completely opposite schedules now. He’s only off on Tuesdays and the rest of the week he works 7pm – 4am. I’m off Friday and Saturdays, but 10:45am-7:30ish the rest of the week. When he’s off I’m at or sleeping and when I’m off he’s at or sleeping.

Zane also has a lot of challenges to deal with right now: this whole pre-divorce thing, trying to get back on his feet financially due to being out of work for almost three months, and a moderately severe depressive episode. Apparently, he’s bipolar type 2. He was diagnosed after we lost touch before, I just found out a few weeks ago.

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