All aspects of my life are going fabulous; quite a change from the constant turmoil of the past several years. My career is progressing well, my home life is satisfying, I have great and (with a few exceptions), things have heated up in the romantic arena, and the is finally getting the ball rolling with the complaint I filed against .

It has taken some getting used to, but I am accepting the good things as they come. I am genuinely happy, and it is a huge relief to know it’s not the fake of a manic or hypomanic episode. I have found stability, on my own.

With a little help from my favorite herb I have clawed my way back from the depths of the black hole of , which wasn’t an easy task by far, but it has made me even stronger and I am proud of myself. Of course my life isn’t perfect, but nothing ever is in reality.

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