I met a guy, , that I was very attracted to while I was in two years ago. We hit it off very well, and flirted a lot. He was married, so we didn’t take it past flirting and friendship. We remained in touch for several months after we were released, but then we lost touch.

Brookhaven keeps addiction, eating disorders, and behavioral 1 clients all together. The other wing of the facility is for the brain injuries and total care patients. He was in Brookhaven for alcoholism. He was a partial inpatient. He was there with the rest of us all day, but he would leave in the evening and come back the next morning. He used to sneak in chocolate2 for some of us.

He added me on Yahoo messenger last week, but we didn’t get a chance to talk until yesterday morning. We talked for a while. He successfully stopped abusing . He’s been separated for nine months. He is getting divorced and lives in an apartment alone on the southeast side of town. He’s been having a bit of bad luck. His blazer has a blown engine and he was laid off a few weeks ago.

He wanted to come see me. At that point, I didn’t have the rental car yet so I couldn’t go pick him up. His car is still out of commission as well so he took a bus. He got here shortly before 2pm.

had spent the night and she was still here when he arrived. She was in the shower though. Zane and I went to my bedroom to hang out because ’s kids were playing in the living room and watching TV. We talked for a while, then when came in we all smoked a joint. We joked around and stuff. left when her mom came to pick up to go get their paychecks.

Zane and I continued talking while lying on my bed. He pulled me closer to him and then a little while later he put his arm around me. Eventually, he kissed me. There were plenty of sparks flying, but I didn’t intend to have with him yet. We would make out for a while then talk for a while.

Around 3:45 State Farm3 called and told me to call Enterprise for a rental car and they would pay for everything. I called to set up the reservation, and they were going to send someone to pick me up to go get the car and fill out paperwork. I told them I’d call back around 5pm.

Zane and I continued making out. Then he started going down on me. Afterwards, I couldn’t deny myself any longer, and we began having sex. It was the most intimate sex I’ve had in years. We were right in the middle of having sex and someone started opening my bedroom door. I quickly dismounted and covered up, while yelling for them not to come in.

We laid there laughing about it for a minute then he said I should go find out who it was and what they wanted. I put my robe on and ventured out into the living room. It was my sister and . I’m so glad they didn’t walk in and see what I was doing. I had forgotten that earlier in the week and I decided McKayla would spend Friday night with me.

Kayla was playing with Chase and Jess was painting Carah’s nails, so I went back to my room with Zane. We were cuddling and making out and before I knew it, 5:30 sneaked up on us. I asked Jess to take me up to Enterprise real quick. Zane wanted to go with us.

We picked up the rental car and it’s very nice. Then we went back to my house. We played with Kayla, Chase, and Dos4 for a while. Then we went back to my room and had sex again.

I took him home about 8:30. He invited me in for a little while. He showed me his home. We were in his kitchen and the urge overcame us again. We started kissing. We ended up against the wall. After some heavy petting and making out, we ended up on his couch, naked. We had sex again. He asked me to stay, but I couldn’t. I wanted to spend some time with Kayla. He wants us to see each other again soon. He is spending the weekend with his two sons, and I have McKayla so it will probably be Monday before we get to spend time together again. He wants us to be together. He walked me to the car and we made out hardcore again. We damned near had sex again up against the car. We texted each other until Kayla and I went to bed.

He is the first person I have really been interested in and attracted to in about seven months and it makes me feel alive again. I enjoy spending time with him and  I him. We developed very deep while we were in Brookhaven together. He knows the worst parts about my past and me and he doesn’t judge me for any of it. He loves my body as it is. We also have great chemistry and . He is handsome, funny, and unafraid of commitment. I have a good feeling about us.

On this day..


  1. psychiatric [↩]
  2. contraband [↩]
  3. the insurance company whose client rear-ended me [↩]
  4. the dog gave me a couple weeks ago [↩]