I’ve been avoiding my blog again, on me. It’s not because I’ve been unmotivated to write, I’ve been afraid to do it. Being publicly honest about everything in my life has caused unnecessary conflict. Consequently, I have been left feeling exposed. Revealing who I am – warts and all, is scary as fuck, but it is also unburdening and enlightening.

These days it’s simple for people you know to find out what you’re up to on the internet (hell, we advertise it sometimes.) Now I understand why people use pseudonyms. It’s much safer emotionally, as well as physically.

In the beginning, I chose to use real names because I wanted to be 100% honest. Using pseudonyms seemed to make everything into a lie. I don’t that decision, but I do wish I hadn’t told people I know about the blog. However, I can’t change it and I’m tired of avoiding my blog over of what certain people may say or do. So, fuck it, I’m coming back to my blog and if you don’t like what I have to say then stop reading it.

I have to get my ass to right now, but check back soon for more updates.

On this day..