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Made of Scars

This entry was posted on Sunday, September 7th, 2008 at 1:47 am

I sooooooo relate to this song

Made of Scars by Stone Sour

THIS ONE came from looking - THIS ONE opened twice
THESE TWO seemed smooth as silk, flush against my eyes
THIS ONE needes stitches and THIS ONE came from rings
THIS ONE isn’t even there, but I feel it more because you don’t care

Yeah - CUT right into me
Yeah - because I am made of SCARS
Yes, I am made of SCARS

THIS ONE had it coming - THIS ONE found a vein
THIS ONE was an accident, but never gave me pain
THIS ONE was my father’s and THIS ONE you can’t see
THIS ONE had me scared to death,
but I guess I should be glad I’m not dead

Yeah - CUT right into me
Yeah - because I am made of SCARS
Yes, I am made of SCARS

GOD - DON’T YOU BELIEVE THE HYPE

…And I will find a way - everything you are I will betray
Oh, I swear that I will find a way - everything you are’s inside me

THIS ONE was the first one - THIS one had a vice
THIS ONE here I like to rub on dark and stormy nights
THIS ONE was the last one - I don’t remember how
But I remember blood and rain
AND I NEVER SAW IT COMING AGAIN

Yeah - CUT right into me
Yeah - because I am made of SCARS
Yes, I am made of SCARS

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