'we all go a little mad sometimes'
Maybe?
I am thoroughly enjoying my newfound social life. It had been months since I allowed myself a chance to relax and have some fun. I may be doing things that others don’t approve of, but I don’t really give a rat’s ass. I’m tired of trying to behave the way others expect or want me to behave. Maybe I’m relapsing into a hypomanic episode, but maybe I’m just finding happiness or at least contentment… is that unlikely? Either way, it’s a welcomed change from the funk I’ve been in all this time.
I miss mania and hypomania […]
Bah, nothing wrong with enjoying a bit of fun. I am sure you can understand why some of us may be a bit worried about the drug taking side of things, but I am sure you are well aware of the risks. Enjoy yourself, just keep an eye on your drup experimentation and don't let it get out of control.