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An Eye for an Eye
This entry was posted on Saturday, August 23rd, 2008 at 9:55 am
Felicia was right, the old me sure as hell wouldn’t have given Tamara another chance to fuck me over. I tried the forgiveness thing with her and it got me fucked over again, but that is okay now. Nick and I came to an agreement.
Since this is the first time I felt betrayed by him, I will give our friendship another shot. However, I cannot do the same with Tamara. Our friendship is dead. I told him if she is around him the same time I am, I’ll be civil, but I cannot do more than that and she is not welcome in my home.
At first, he was upset, but I explained how she betrayed me before and this was her last chance. I also told him that I would not be friends with someone I cannot trust. Tamara is one of the least trustworthy people I have ever known. She is a wolf in sheep’s clothing. She herself said she is incapable of being a good friend. She feels compelled to hurt her friends.
Tamara can have Nick, my sloppy seconds, and I will take Shane. Shane is Kevin’s (Tamara’s estranged husband) best friend. She has been talking to Shane for about a month and a half. She introduced us. She wanted him and planned to hook up with him when he gets home from Iraq in October. He wants me instead and he has been trying to get me to agree to be with him for the past few weeks, but I refused up until now, despite the fact that I like Shane. I did not want to hurt Tamara, so I kept my distance with Shane and Kevin. All bets are off now. Her feelings don’t mean shit to me anymore. I’m going to stop resisting Shane’s advances.
Tamara, I know you are reading this because you refuse to respect my wishes and stay out of my blog, but that is ok. Congratufuckinglations, Tamara! You succeeded in hurting me, but you also lost the most honest and loyal friend you could have ever had. I hope it was worth it. Remember, payback is a bitch and I am the Queen of Revenge.
On this day..
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How about you forget about the whole lot of them and move on to finding yourself brand new and decent friends? I really don’t think this eye for an eye bollocks is going to help you move on, if anything, it would lower you to her standards….anyway, what happened to Erick?
You’re right, Chan. I’d be better off without Tamara and Nick. Nick proved he isn’t really a friend the other day anyway.
As for Shane, I like him and now Tamara isn’t stopping me from getting to know him better. He’s in Iraq right now and is missing home. I’m going to continue getting to know him.
Erick and I grew apart because a part of me still questioned everything he said to me and I always wondered what or who he was doing behind my back. Besides that, he’s not ready for another serious relationship again and I can’t keep putting my life on hold for him. I’m chalking our love story up to bad timing.