Felicia was right, the old me sure as hell wouldn’t have given another chance to fuck me over. I tried the forgiveness thing with her and it got me fucked over again, but that is okay now. and I came to an agreement.

Since this is the first time I felt betrayed by him, I will give our friendship another shot. However, I cannot do the same with Tamara. Our friendship is dead. I told him if she is around him the same time I am, I’ll be civil, but I cannot do more than that and she is not welcome in my home.

At first, he was upset, but I explained how she betrayed me before and this was her last chance. I also told him that I would not be with someone I cannot . Tamara is one of the least trustworthy people I have ever known. She is a wolf in sheep’s clothing. She herself said she is incapable of being a good friend. She feels compelled to hurt her .

Tamara can have Nick, my sloppy seconds, and I will take . is Kevin’s (Tamara’s estranged husband) best friend. She has been talking to for about a month and a half. She introduced us. She wanted him and planned to hook up with him when he gets home from Iraq in October. He wants me instead and he has been trying to get me to agree to be with him for the past few weeks, but I refused up until now, despite the fact that I like . I did not want to hurt Tamara, so I kept my distance with and Kevin. All bets are off now. Her don’t mean shit to me anymore. I’m going to stop resisting Shane’s advances.

Tamara, I know you are reading this because you refuse to respect my wishes and stay out of my blog, but that is ok. Congratufuckinglations, Tamara! You succeeded in hurting me, but you also lost the most honest and loyal friend you could have ever had. I hope it was worth it. Remember, payback is a bitch and I am the Queen of Revenge.

On this day..