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Felicia was right, the old me sure as hell wouldn’t have given Tamara another chance to fuck me over. I tried the forgiveness thing with her and it got me fucked over again, but that is okay now. Nick and I came to an agreement.

Since this is the first time I felt betrayed by him, I will give our friendship another shot. However, I cannot do the same with Tamara. Our friendship is dead. I told him if she is around him the same time I am, I’ll be civil, but I cannot do more than that and she is not welcome in my home.
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