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I’m Getting Back on Track

This entry was posted on Sunday, July 13th, 2008 at 11:20 pm

Friday, went with me to see my case manager at and Children’s Services. I had to sign papers designating her as my advocate. also wants to get an intake appointment for herself and wants me to be her advocate. She thinks she may be bipolar as well and I think she may be right.

I told my case manager I want to get back into groups and counseling. She said before the counseling I need to have 3 appointments with her to discuss my recovery . She wanted me to think about what those are over the weekend and then come see her Monday afternoon.

I believe the number one thing I need to address is how the Jonathon situation has affected me. After a lot of thought I have come to the conclusion that the effects of the rape combined with the medication adjustment, cessation of consumption, and near-hostile living arrangement, and the return to at are the root causes of this episode. My secondary are to brush up on my coping skills; setting ; and building healthy .

After the night Jonathon raped me again, things started going downhill at lightning speed. I stopped going to my usual support groups because they were headed by the same therapist. I had told her1 what had transpired she told me by intimidation is a type of rape. The all too familiar overwhelmed me and I wasn’t ready to face it. I wanted to pretend it didn’t happen – ostrich syndrome.

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On this day..

  1. and one of my groups[↩]
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