Dan, Dani, and Andy just left. Tamara is still here. We tried ecstasy for the first time last night – well, actually around 2am this morning. The pics above were taken while we were conducting our Ecstasy experiment.
I felt some amazing things; both comfortable and awkward. It’s good to feel again. I’m learning a lot about myself right now. I am coming out of hiding.
After reading all those books and listening to so many doctors, counselors, and therapists, I am a bit confused about what I am feeling. I feel very good. I am not bogged down with all the bullshit that is going on with Directv now – only things that directly affect my senses matter: the plastic beneath my hands; the chair cushion against my back; and the carpet under my feet.
On this day..
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I’m a thirty-something bipolar woman, an advanced tech agent with a pay tv provider, tax preparer for a local charity, current Tulsa inhabitant, and I’m one credit shy of an Associate Degree in Liberal Arts. I’m working on recovery from self-injury and working toward stabilizing my bipolar symptoms. Recovery is very important to me. I’ve been mostly single the past few years and plagued by a seemingly never-ending series of jackasses, assholes, and married men. I have no children of my own, but I have lots of nieces and nephews I love to spoil.