I don’t know why I was so upset this morning. I guess it was because I hadn’t been to bed yet and I was in a bad mood. I still don’t like having to take the , but I was just whining. I guess I need to have faith that eventually we will find the right drug cocktail to get my moods stable.

I don’t feel much different than I did this morning when I wrote my previous post, but at least after I got some sleep today I took a shower, changed my clothes, fixed my hair, and cleaned my room. There is a lot I still need to do, but I have to take baby steps. If not, I’ll just get more frustrated and overwhelmed.

I’m trying to keep myself busy so I don’t have time to brood and beat myself up for being ill.

On this day..