I started talking to a guy named around the middle of January. We met on yahoo messenger. I had sworn I wouldn’t do that anymore, but we had chatted quite a bit and we have a great deal of things in common. In addition, we are very attracted to one another. He asked me out on a date a couple days before I recorded masturbating. I accepted and I was looking forward to it.

We spoke everyday after that. We decided to go out on our first date the weekend after the Super Bowl because he had his son the weekend of the Super Bowl. We continued speaking everyday and the night before the Super Bowl he asked me if he could come down the next day after he dropped his son off at his mother’s apartment. He said he couldn’t wait another week to see me. I thought that was sweet and I was anxious to meet him in person as well. He lives about two hours away, in McAlester.

He called me on the third (Super Bowl Sunday) to let me know he was going to drop his son off a couple hours early. Before he arrived, messaged me. He wanted to know if I would be on later that night because he wanted to talk. I wasn’t sure what he wanted to talk about, but I told him I didn’t know if I would be able to talk to him that night because I had a date. He was caught off-guard and I don’t think he liked it, especially after I told him I wasn’t going to wait on him for the rest of my life.

Greg gave me a little kiss as soon as we seen each other. While we watched the Super Bowl he snuggled up close to me and put his arm around my shoulders. I was amazed at how comfortable I was with him, especially so fast. It truly felt like I had known him for years.

After the Super Bowl was over, Greg, , and I went to D’Laney’s (my home bar). Dena and were working and Dena had promised to hook us up with drinks if the owner wasn’t there.

Greg and I talked a lot. It felt as if we were the only two people in the world. After an hour or so I couldn’t resist the urge to kiss him – really kiss him. So I did. I’m not too shy to make the first move. Before long we were making out like crazy. We didn’t care who was watching. We kissed and necked for well over an hour.

I decided to get all the potential deal-breakers out of the way before things really had a chance to develop between us. I told him everything from me being bipolar, pagan, survivor to my sexual history.

He accepted all of it and told me it didn’t change his opinion of me. He still wanted to get to know me better. Later, after we got back to my house he asked me if I would be his girlfriend.

Initially, we both wanted to take things very slow, but when something is right – I mean really right – you feel it; that is how I felt with Greg and he felt with me. I feel like I belong in his arms. I feel safe, secure, and respected when I’m with him.

After I told him I would be happy to be his girlfriend we began kissing again. I was sitting in my office chair and he was on his knees in front of me. My body was aching for him. I led him to the couch and then I straddled his lap and began kissing him like nobody’s business.

A short time later I was so aroused (hell, we had about three hours of foreplay) I couldn’t stand it any longer and I let him to my bedroom…

We had six times that night and another three times the next morning before he had to leave for . He was supposed to leave by 7am because he was scheduled to be at at 9am. However, he stayed until about 10 am.

Before he left, he made sure that I really said I would be his girl. I thought that was sweet. I told him I was happy to be his girl. I walked him out to the porch and kissed him goodbye. Then he began the two hour drive home.

On this day..