I swore off back on November 27th1, when and I decided to stop seeing each other. We had also agreed to break off ties because he was afraid I would tempt him to keep having sex. Apparently, he finds me irresistible. ;)

I missed him a bit which I wrote about in an earlier post2

I lasted until Christmas Eve. Stephen3 came home for Christmas. He had been eager to see me and considering that he is going to Iraq very soon I felt like it was my civic duty to have sex with him. That wasn’t the only reason, however.

I was supposed to have a ‘date’ with Jeff that night, but the asshole stood me up. Stephen had been calling since he got back to town and he happened to text message me after I realized Jeff was standing me up. So I invited him over.

I had very little desire to have sex in a month, but after sex with Stephen I remembered why I enjoy sex so much. I began to miss it a little. I still do not intend to go let my wild sexual behavior take over my life again.


  1. I know the date because we ended our relationship via yahoo messenger and I keep a message archive [↩]
  2. okay, it was a post I had backdated, but I had written it back in mid-December. [↩]
  3. the military guy I had been seeing before he went off for more training [↩]