Archive for January, 2008

‘Hell Hath No Fury…’

After my day at the salon I was feeling good. When I got home I was bored so I got online and started about my day. I signed on to yahoo and saw that was online. The last time we spoke I told him that I never wanted him in my life again.

I was looking damn good so I decided to message him. I wanted to show him what he would never have again. Maybe it was a bitch thing to do, but you what? I don’t give a flying rat’s ass. ‘Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.’

He was a bit surprised that I messaged him, but I told him he could thank bipolar disorder for changing my mind. He bought it. We talked for a few minutes and he wanted to see my cam. We exchanged cams. He did all but drool when he saw me. The compliments were flying like an eagle through the sky.

I didn’t show him anything except shoulders up, but apparently memories of my bedroom talents started flowing because he became rock hard. He showed me. I asked him to get naked. *cue evil laughter*
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I Finally Did It

After all that has gone on I decided it was time to pamper myself a little.

I went to the salon and had my hair done very similar to the wig in my ‘Bipolarchick Unveiled’ post. I feel a lot better about myself. It’s amazing to me how different something as simple as a hairstyle change can make women feel more confident.

After the dramatic hairdo change I decided to splurge a little bit more and have a manicure, pedicure, facial, eyebrow waxing, and massage. I left the salon with the song ‘I Feel Pretty’ stuck in my head.
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BipolarChick

My Family

This scare with my uncle caused me to start thinking about my and how I feel about them. I used to think that I had the most fucked up in America and I was embarrassed to be related to them. I cared more about strangers than I did my own flesh and blood.

I didn’t dislike them personally; I was indifferent to them as a whole. ‘The worst sin toward our fellow creatures is not to hate them, but to be indifferent to them.’

Individually, I loved and still (to varying degrees) several of my relatives: my sister; brother; grandparents; nieces; nephews; and three of my cousins. I was indifferent to my aunts, uncles, and the rest of my cousins, I resented my mother, and I hated and step-father.
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Out of the Woods

My uncle is getting released from the hospital today.

The heart attack did 65% damage to his heart so it wasn’t strong enough for the heart cath. His cardiologist put him on Lasix and Coreg because congestive heart failure. They also removed almost 3 gallons of fluid from around his heart and lungs. He is feeling much better and thrilled to be getting out of the hospital. He will have to be monitored very closely and he is going to have to make some serious lifestyle changes, but for now he is out of the woods.

This scare made him re-evaluate his life and he wants to move back here to be closer to us. We’re all happy about that and trying to scrape up the to move him back home.

I want to thank you all again for your thoughts and prayers. I know they made a difference in his recovery.

*HUGS*

Take Me as I am by Tonic

I am a lover. The following song by Tonic is one of my favorites and it’s very special to me. I should play this song to any potential boyfriends or lovers.
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