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I think about you every single day and have for the past 15 years. Does our father even remember what today is? I know I do, I’ll never forget it. 11 years ago today your life was stolen. I miss you so much. I that we didn’t have a chance to do the things that sister’s do. I’m so mad at your mother for keeping us apart. I’m afraid that you had no idea how much I loved you. I wish I could take your place.

I know that isn’t possible, but it doesn’t stop me from wishing it was. I will always and miss  you. I still mourn you. I wish I knew more about your life. Was you happy? Did you ever fall in ? There are so many questions I have, but they will never be answered.

The question that I keep coming back to is why did you have to die? It’s so unfair.

On this day..