I talked to Dave about and the conversation did not go the way I thought it would. Maybe I started the conversation wrong. I’m not sure. Oh well, it’s not like I can go back and change it. I asked him what he would do if a violent ex-lover hunted him down and wouldn’t leave him alone. The question confused him, of course. I elaborated by asking him what he would do if he were a female faced with that situation.

I think I was wrong about him being a nice guy. He completely misinterpreted the conversation. I didn’t bother telling him what Jonathan did, it was obvious he would have blamed me for what happened.

He said he didn’t know what he would do because he tends to avoid violent people. I told him that is difficult when they just show up on your doorstep when they aren’t even supposed to know where you live.

He said, ‘I would call the police.’ I figured he would say that, but it wasn’t an option at the time. I asked, ‘what if you don’t have time?’ He didn’t answer the question. Instead, he said he felt uncomfortable now and he told me of a similar situation he faced before. Then he had the nerve to say, ‘I know I’m clean. Are you?’

Oh, he is damn lucky he wasn’t here. I wanted to knock the shit out of him. That was just insulting.

I answered him, but made sure to convey my displeasure about having to answer such a question. Then he said, ‘If you fuck him, I will disappear, fair warning.’ Then he said that I should get a restraining order. I told him didn’t think that was the route to take.

The reason I think getting a restraining order would be a BAD idea is Jonathan is the type that would walk right through one of those things. He’s on parole. If I filed a restraining order against him, I am fairly certain he would go back to . If I were responsible for that, he would make me pay as soon as he could. The cops couldn’t really do anything to him until he actually DID something to me.

Protect and serve – my ass.