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Apr
30
Big Day
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I found Osiris this morning before I left for work! 
I was walking out of the kitchen and he was crawling in. I was so happy to see him. I figured I’d find him after I bought Isis and Ra. So now I have 3 snakes… the more the merrier, right? I’m glad I have that big tank now.
Apr
28
New Pets
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I got more unpacking and decorating done today. Dudney and I went to the bar/laundry because we still haven’t got the washer from Mom’s storage. Afterwards, we went shopping.
I bought two snakes, a male and a female. They are both ball pythons. The female is a high morph. I named her Isis and the male Ra. I still hope I find Osiris. Since I bought them I probably will find him.
I also bought 2 new bongs, 2 more blacklights, and another disco ball. I also got several more candle holders. I’m a candle freak.
Apr
27
Another Productive Day
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I got a bunch of unpacking done today. I got all those boxes of Mom’s off the front porch. They were driving me crazy… they looked so damn tacky. After I got it clean I decided it needed flowers so I went to Walmart. Mom had been babysitting McKenzie, but I decided to take her with me. While I was looking at flowers I saw a pool and a barbeque grill I wanted so I bought them.
The pool is 18ft x 4ft. I also got a bunch of pool toys and lights and stuff… I’m such a impulse shopper.
Apr
21
Osiris
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Last night, I passed out before Nick and I took our flirtation to the bedroom.
I got up and went to turn Osiris’ day light on and he was gone. He ran away 
I guess the correct term would be “he slithered away,” but that has negative connotations to it.
Apr
18
The Evils of Meth (part 2)
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I had to have her committed to a state psychiatric hospital about four years ago because she was so strung out and paranoid she became a danger to herself and everyone she came into contact with. She thought that the government had implanted a camera in her eye and a microphone in her ear. She thought everyone was plotting to kill her. She thought the north star was a helicopter the government was using to follow her. She heard voices telling her things like Jess (my sister) was kidnapped and burnt alive – she had even convinced herself that she smelled Jess’ flesh and hair burning.
I was living with my sister and grandparents at the time all of that was happening. My grandpa wanted to help her, so he made her come stay with us. Grandpa supervised her all day. He had gone to bed, but she was still awake (she still had a lot of dope in her system and she hadn’t been to sleep in a few days). I was awake as well because I was usually up really late at night, talking to Erick online. That particular night, Granny actually fell asleep early (she’s usually a night owl, like me), so I was the only one awake besides my mother.
After a little while I noticed her pacing the hallway with nine knives, a can of hairspray, a lighter, and a hammer. I asked what she was doing and she told me that we were being held hostage and that the house was surrounded. She said she was going to protect us. I knew she had completely lost it and it freaked me out. I didn’t really know what to do or say. She sat on my bed which was directly behind my computer and office chair. I turned my cam on so I could watch her and make sure she didn’t decide to use one of her weapons on me. I was worried she would turn on me because a couple weeks before that she thought I was one of the people plotting to kill her.
