Today was Isaiah’s (Jeff and Carah’s son) 4th birthday party. He is getting so big. I can’t believe he’s 4 yrs old already. Damn, time flies. The party was over at my Auntie’s. All the kids were there except McKayla and McKenzie. I haven’t seen McKenzie in over a month. The last time I saw McKayla was when mom brought her to see me while I was in the “hospital”.
I took a shitload of pics; speaking of which I need to get the photo albums finished and uploaded.
I’m proud of myself. I have gotten a lot done on both my websites (bipolarchick.net and mercedesteele.com) and the blog. It’s about time I’m productive again. Now if I could apply that productivity and determination to my homework then I’d be okay.
I was invited out, but decided not to go. I’m just not feeling quite up to socializing yet. I’m content in the solitude of my apartment for now. I’m still trying to sort through things. There are a lot of emotions under the surface and most of them conflict with each other. My next therapy appointment isn’t until Tuesday so I’m trying to keep myself busy in the meantime.
On this day..
- Bad News - 2012
About BipolarChick (599 posts)
I’m a thirty-something bipolar woman, an advanced tech agent with a pay tv provider, tax preparer for a local charity, current Tulsa inhabitant, and I’m one credit shy of an Associate Degree in Liberal Arts. I’m working on recovery from self-injury and working toward stabilizing my bipolar symptoms. Recovery is very important to me. I’ve been mostly single the past few years and plagued by a seemingly never-ending series of jackasses, assholes, and married men. I have no children of my own, but I have lots of nieces and nephews I love to spoil.