Today was Isaiah’s (Jeff and Carah’s son) 4th birthday party. He is getting so big. I can’t believe he’s 4 yrs old already. Damn, time flies. The party was over at my Auntie’s. All the kids were there except and McKenzie. I haven’t seen McKenzie in over a month. The last time I saw was when mom brought her to see me while I was in the “hospital”.

I took a shitload of ; speaking of which I need to get the photo albums finished and uploaded.

I’m proud of myself. I have gotten a lot done on both my websites (bipolarchick.net and mercedesteele.com) and the blog. It’s about time I’m productive again. Now if I could apply that productivity and determination to my homework then I’d be okay.

I was invited out, but decided not to go. I’m just not feeling quite up to socializing yet. I’m content in the solitude of my apartment for now. I’m still trying to sort through things. There are a lot of emotions under the surface and most of them conflict with each other. My next therapy appointment isn’t until Tuesday so I’m trying to keep myself busy in the meantime.

On this day..