I’ve struggled for the past seven or eight hours with a decision. I wanted to cut, but somehow, my will kept me from it. That was really rough. I haven’t had to resist temptation like that in a very long time. One of the things that helped was looking at a few pics from past lost battles.
Originally, I took the pictures because I thought the blood was beautiful. The later pics were taken to deter me from doing it again. I guess they served their purpose, at least for tonight. They deterred me from cutting or bloodletting. Pictures are posted on the next page. They are graphic and may be a trigger for other cutters. Due to the graphic nature of these pictures, you must be logged in to see them.
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About BipolarChick (599 posts)
I’m a thirty-something bipolar woman, an advanced tech agent with a pay tv provider, tax preparer for a local charity, current Tulsa inhabitant, and I’m one credit shy of an Associate Degree in Liberal Arts. I’m working on recovery from self-injury and working toward stabilizing my bipolar symptoms. Recovery is very important to me. I’ve been mostly single the past few years and plagued by a seemingly never-ending series of jackasses, assholes, and married men. I have no children of my own, but I have lots of nieces and nephews I love to spoil.