I’m just going through the motions
Maybe no one will notice
All the Pain festering inside
Maybe no one will hear my tormented cries.

I will drown in my Happy memories
Maybe no one will catch on
Does anyone know who I really am?
Maybe no one cares.

Bring on the Pain; it is what I know.
Maybe no one will hurt me again
I buried my heart in a deep black hole.
Maybe no one will find it.

Why do I care what other people think of me?
Maybe no one knows I’m here -
Trying to remember no one can be trusted
Maybe no one understands what is wrong.

The facade of normality is exhausting.
Maybe no one sees past the mask.
I long for the peaceful oblivion of nothingness
Maybe no one will save me.

On this day..