I feel like the time I’ve spent here has been a waste. I was feeling so much better until today. Right now I feel like giving up and . I think it’s the prospect of going back to all my problems, since I get out tomorrow. I’m also upset because I’ve met a lot of really good people that I will probably never see again.

I feel like I belong. We are the . I never thought I’d be sad to leave a psychiatric hospital. Hell, I never thought I would commit myself – not in a million years.

I know I’m not ready to leave. I don’t know what tomorrow will bring and it scares the shit out of me.

Gotta go for a bit.

…a few hours later

…

I feel better now. I was pulling one of my old tricks – withdrawing from people because I am going to be physically absent from them.

Stacy, Cody and Kayle (especially) cared enough of about me to pull me out of that funk.

On this day..