I had a therapy appt. That doctor cracks me up. He’s about 65 years old and funny as shit. He wants me to tell my team lead to kiss my ass if they fire me. He also wants me to consult an attorney even if doesn’t fire me because how they treated me before I went to the hospital. He said they are discriminating against me because I’m bipolar.

I’m not sure if I’ll file a lawsuit or not, but I am definitely going to file a complaint with the . I’m not going to let them get away with it. I could have gotten in trouble for the same thing, but I didn’t. I’ll be damned if I’m blowing it off this time.

I see my therapist again this Friday. He faxed the results from that ADD video game test to my medical doctor. My medical doctor’s office called and said to come pick up my adderall script in the morning. I hope that medication lives up to its hype.

I fed Osiris today. I think I’m going to have to get a bigger rat next time. I videotaped the feeding. It’s cool as hell to watch. I’ll upload part of it to youtube later.

I talked to Brandon. It’s time for our fling to be over. I’ve given him a few shots, but it’s not working out. He’s a selfish lover. I HATE that. I don’t really care if a man is bad in bed as long as he puts forth the effort to satisfy me, but Brandon is all about his own needs. I think he’s like that because he has a premature ejaculation problem and he’s embarrassed about it.

I still want to be friends though. He’s pretty funny. I’ll always remember him… he was the first guy I ever let titty-fuck me. That was an interesting experience. I really liked it. He’s also adventurous and an exhibitionist. He was in bed, just not good.

I’m sick of the bullshit and I’m not going to put up with it from anyone anymore. I’ve had enough.

called. He said his phone has been broken for the past 2 weeks and was waiting for me to call and leave a voicemail with my phone number. I told him that I haven’t called him at all since I was in . He didn’t like that answer too much.

He likes to struggle for control, so he’ll try to wait me out and make me call first. I’ve had other things (and a couple ) keeping me busy. Honestly, I hadn’t thought about him at all until earlier today, about 2 hours before he called.

He doesn’t like it when I win. This time I wasn’t even playing the game. I’ve lost interest in him. He isn’t suitable for me. I hate games; he’s young and stupid; and he likes drugs and too much for my taste. He’s not very good in bed either. The only things he has going for him are his looks and sense of humor.

He asked me to come see him on his lunch break. I agreed to go. I was bored and he’s a friend (somewhat).

brought over. I that baby to . She is so cute! I took more of her… surprise, surprise. I’ll upload those later too. I still had her when it was time to go see Nick, so I took her with me. She’s never met Nick.

He works at a machine shop – macho man . He walked out the shop doors and came to my car. He had his shirt open. He didn’t even have a wife-beater underneath his shirt. His chest and happy trail were demanding my attention. I hate when he does that. He knows I love his body. Oh well, I wore a cleavage-enhancing shirt, so we’re even. I hung out with him for about 30 mins then came back home.

I’ll be damned if didn’t call. It’s my mojo day I guess. Now I just need Ray and to contact me and the day will be complete, lol.

But seriously, I do want to talk to Erick. He let me add him on yahoo and we have exchanged a few offline messages, but we haven’t had a live talk yet. Hopefully, we’ll be online at the same time – soon.

On this day..