I just got home from seeing my new psychologist. It was the first appointment. He is good. Not as good as Carrie was, but I think he will be able to help me a lot.

He added another disorder to my seemingly growing list of problems. He said I have ADD. Imagine that.

So now I am diagnosed with:
Bipolar 1 disorder
Panic disorder
Generalized Anxiety disorder
Post-Traumatic Stress disorder
Attention Deficit Disorder
and I think I may have borderline and/or avoidant personality disorder

All these things together…. fuck me running.

Shit, no wonder I need professional help. My brain is all kinds of fucked up. I need a new one ;)

Yeah, anyways. I’m feeling weird. I’m stressed, giddy, jittery, afraid, nervous, and happy – all at once.

He showed me a relaxation technique that worked. Maybe I should go do it again.

On this day..