Nov

6

Anniversary of My Sister's Death

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My sister died ten years ago today. I can’t believe it’s been that long. I miss her so much. I hate her mother, Pam, for preventing us from growing up together. I wonder if she ever feels guilty about keeping two sisters who loved each other dearly apart. I will never forgive her for what she has done. She robbed us both.

The day of ’s funeral was a very hard day for me. I was so terribly sad, but I was numb at the same time. I couldn’t even cry for my sister. I was crying plenty on the inside, but I bottled it up, just like I always do.

After the service, , ’s brother, and I drove back to Tulsa. I was still in shock that was gone. It just didn’t seem fair. She was so young.

When we got back to town we went over to Dena’s apartment. and uncle Gary started getting . They went out to a bar, but before they left, they were all over each other. Dena was asleep because she was pregnant and tired. I got high with and Jeff. I tried to keep my mind off my and uncle. I was pissed off at them. I felt like they were disrespecting .

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