I have gotten over the shock and from the doctor’s news and now I’m moving into the acceptance stage. I didn’t go to the last three days. I was just too emotional. I couldn’t take the of being around 100s of coworkers and helping stupid people figure out how to use their directv equipment, (you’d be surprised how many people call me because they have no volume – turn mute off, dummy; snowy screen – change to the correct channel output; black screen – turn the tv on, dipshit; etc.) has been here with me since the diagnosis.

Tori is awesome. She is always there for me. Once again her and are helping me through shitty times. I wonder where I’d be without them… well, actually, I probably don’t really want to know.

Anyways, we’re getting fucked up tonight… yep yep, we’re getting fucked up.

On this day..