My little sister went to the doctor today. They did an ultrasound to check on the baby and she is breech. Since she is ’ first baby they don’t want her to give birth naturally so they are going to do a c-section Monday morning at 7:30 am. Normally, I have to on Mondays and I wouldn’t have been able to go, but the managers at DirecTV are compassionate and overrode the scheduling dept so I can be at the birth of my first niece. I really like that company. never would have let me do it. I would’ve had to call in and risk getting fired.

I’m excited. My cousins’ kids call me auntie and I them just like they are my nieces and nephews instead of second cousins, but it’s different when one of your siblings is having a baby. I’m already overflowing with so much for the baby I feel like I could burst. If I feel this strongly about my niece I can’t even begin to imagine how I would feel about my own baby. I had a taste of that during my 3 pregnancies. Unfortunately, those babies weren’t meant to be and I miscarried them.

Anyways, on a happier note. My familiar found me. She’s a beautiful solid black cat with green eyes. I named her Bast. Osiris likes her. Now I only need Isis and Horus. :)

On this day..