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Aug
20
The Day After
Filed Under Events, My Episodes, Self-Injury | Leave a Comment
I feel a lot better today. I don’t know it it’s because of the cutting and bloodletting I did last night or if it’s because I’m going into a hypomanic episode. All I know is I felt completely sated after the bloodletting and cutting. Maybe because I hit a really good vein and bled about half a pint and then cut. I made 8 more cuts and most of them were longer than usual.
I missed the constant pain of cuts. When I walk, sit, stand… I feel the little twinge and discomfort and it feels good. I enjoy it. I used to get this feeling from piercings or tattoos, but I’m too broke to do either of those things right now, so I improvise 
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