Friday night I went to Nikki’s nephew’s bday party at Chuck E Cheese. That was interesting. and Patrick both was there. I’m glad JR wasn’t. I completely ignored them both. (They are ex lovers – bad lovers lol). made up some stupid reason to talk to me. I felt weird.Before we went to the party we ate at El Chico’s and saw Pirates 2. MMM Johnny.After the party we went back to the apt with Gina, her kids, Wes, Desiree, and Zack. We all got fucked up. My ass texted . I don’t know what I was thinking. Friends don’t let friends get and text.I had the urge to cut or bloodlet but I didn’t do it. I’m proud of myself.

Luis called yesterday, he’s coming to the party this weekend.

Gina spent the night and some fucker broke her car window out and stole her stereo. She was pissed off. I know exactly how she feels.

On this day..