What I am

honest, faithful, loyal, intelligent, thoughtful, trustworthy, responsible, protective, non-judgmental (of others), open-minded, eccentric, spiritual, hopeful, accepting (of others), considerate, realistic, kind, generous, trusting, pretty, tolerant, strong, hard-working, patient, ethical, moral, and non-manipulative

too sensitive, secretive, possessive, picky, pushy, self-centered, too stubborn, bipolar, passive-aggressive, fat, control freak, perfectionist, uptight, distant, jaded, jealous, too proud, too guarded, reclusive, extremist, afraid to trust and let down my defenses, too analytical, suicidal, self-mutilating, self-depreciating, introverted, paranoid, keeps stuff bottled up, grudge holder