Friday night I went to Nikki’s nephew’s bday party at Chuck E Cheese. That was interesting. Doug and Patrick both was there. I’m glad JR wasn’t. I completely ignored them both. (They are ex lovers – bad lovers lol). Doug made up some stupid reason to talk to me. I felt weird.Before we went to the party we ate at El Chico’s and saw Pirates 2. MMM Johnny.After the party we went back to the apt with Gina, her kids, Wes, Desiree, and Zack. We all got fucked up. My drunk ass texted Nick. I don’t know what I was thinking. Friends don’t let friends get drunk and text.I had the urge to cut or bloodlet but I didn’t do it. I’m proud of myself.

Luis called yesterday, he’s coming to the party this weekend.

Gina spent the night and some fucker broke her car window out and stole her stereo. She was pissed off. I know exactly how she feels.

Raymond and I were pretty much joined at the hip.

He was in school at Platt College and I worked at Ron’s during the day. After class he would come up to Ron’s and hang out until I got off work. We never got in trouble for him hanging out at my job so much because my mom was my boss.

After I would get off work we would go to Dorian’s to hang out. We would stay the night at Dorian’s several nights a week. The other nights we would crash at my mom’s house. He only went to his parent’s house to get clothes.

When we had been together for about 3 weeks we went to Brian’s birthday party. We ended up being the only ones there except for Brian and his girlfriend, Spanky.

I felt a bit awkward. I was in a room with my boyfriend, an ex boyfriend, and his girlfriend. There was a pissing contest about who knew me better between Brian and Raymond. I felt sorry for Brian’s girlfriend. She wasn’t really included much. I kept trying to talk to her so she didn’t feel so left out.

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About a week and a half after Raymond and I officially became a couple we decided to take a roadtrip to Texas. It was labor day weekend so I had a couple days off work.

He picked me up from work after he dropped his car off at Felicia’s. She was going to use it while we were gone. He drove the whole way. We stopped and spent the night somewhere, I think it was Waco, but I don’t really remember.

The next morning we had to go to Killeen to pick up his Aunt Gabby because she was leaving her man. Once we got there I fidgeted for a bit in the car. I was nervous about meeting her, but she was really nice.

Later that night we went to his Uncle Joe’s club, Cody’s. It was huge. He introduced me to his uncle and step-aunt. We danced, watched a wet t-shirt contest, and couldn’t keep our hands off each other.

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After the club closed, we helped Felicia clean up so we could get out of there quicker. I told her that Raymond and I were together. She was surprised that I had given up the playette life so quickly.

Felicia and a dude called Gizmo had gotten really flirty with each other. He went back to my mom’s house with the three of us. Everyone was asleep already.

Jess and I shared a room and she was asleep in our bed with our nephew, Jacob. David and mom were asleep in their beds. Raymond and I were more than ready for bed (but not to sleep ;) )

Raymond picked David up and moved him to the couch so we could have his bed. When he came back I was already naked on the bed, waiting for him. As soon as he walked in I went to him and began kissing him hard while I was unbuttoning his shirt. I damn near ripped it open. I started licking his nipples (I LOVE nipples).

I slowly caressed my way down to the waistband of his jeans. I ran my fingertips over his happy trail and then moved my fingers across the front of his jeans. I felt him grow hard beneath my touch. I kissed my way back to his neck and then his lips while my fingers were unfastening his belt. Then I unbuttoned his jeans and slowly unzipped them.

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When I got to work the morning after my first sexual experience with Raymond I was glowing and grinning like the cat that ate the canary.

I had killed two birds with one stone – I got revenge on Lisa and found someone I wouldn’t mind getting serious with.

The girls at work (mom, Dena, and Brandy) were being nosy as hell so I told them most of the details. They were happy for me finally having an orgasm. Dena was talking about baking me a cake to commemorate the day.

Raymond came to my job that day for lunch so the girls got to meet him. If he knew that I had kissed and told he probably would have been embarrassed and not as chummy with them.

That night we hung out at Dorian’s and Ray pleasured me again. The orgasm the night before wasn’t a fluke.

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