I’ve had an ephiphany. I have finally been released from the blissful stupor of denial, and it hurts all over again; just as it did in the hours, days, weeks, and months afterward. It amazes me how fresh the breakup with seems.

This realization was instigated by my for pushing away. I was searching within myself; trying to understand why I keep doing this to every man who comes into my life.

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