I went to the bar about 30 mins before was supposed to get off . Don was there and we started talking. He told me about him and Johnny getting into a fight and stuff. I was worried about him so I stopped by to check on him before got off work. Johnnie () was there. We started drinking a few beers and watched some war movie. Johnnie wanted to come back to my place, but Johnny didn’t feel up to it. Tori called and I was saying my goodbyes to the guys and Johnnie asked if he could come hang out. I let him. We went and picked Tori up and then came back to the apartment. We were drinking and getting high and Johnnie started flirting with me hardcore. He’s built like a brick shithouse. I wanted him. I wanted him from the moment I laid eyes on him.

So I flirted back. After we had been doing that for a hour or so we came to my room. He wanted me to light my candles, so I did. Then we laid on the bed and started making out. Then he told me that he loves big girls and pulled me on top of him. I usually end up with tall beanpoles. It was nice to not have to worry about hurting the guy for a change. His rippling muscles… mmmmm. I had told him earlier about Johnny Paul and me and that I liked Johnny Paul, but wouldn’t put up with the crank and the ex. Johnnie understood completely. Even though the chances of me and Johnny Paul getting together are slim to none I still didn’t want him to know about me and Johnnie. He promised not to say anything. I let him stay the night. We had twice, then he fell asleep about 2am. I couldn’t sleep yet so I went to the living room and watched tv. Then about 3:30am someone knocked on the door. When I first looked out, it looked like Johnny Paul and I about shit on myself, but then I turned on the light and realized it was Johnny Paul’s dad. I let him and Tim in and then went to my room to get dressed. I woke Johnnie up and made him put on his underwear. Then I shut my bedroom door. I drank a few beers and got high with Don and Tim. Then Don started trying to cop a feel. That was soooooo weird. I told him to stop then he went to the bathroom. When he came out he saw Johnnie’s leather jacket and boots in the dining room. Then he decided it was time to go. He gave me a big hug and told me he enjoys it when I come by and hopes that I won’t quit just because I’m not interested in Johnny anymore. I promised I wouldn’t. Then he hugged me again and left. I went to bed. Johnnie pulled me close and we fell asleep spooning.

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I listened to Weezer – Hash Pipe while writing this post

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