I want to thank everyone for their encouraging phone calls and emails while I was trapped in the depths of the darkness of the mind and imprisoned in a dungeon of despair. It means a lot to me to know that I’m not completely alone, mere words do no justice to the depth of my gratitude. The genuine concern expressed by many of you touched me deeply. Thank you all from the bottom of my soul. {HUGS}

I haven’t found my way out of the darkness yet, but I am starting to see sparks of light again.

Today was a good day. I got out of bed, cleaned the apartment (gasp), washed dishes, took a shower, and meditated.

I am feeling a little better everyday (it helps that i found someone to give me the $125 prescription i need, for free).

I opened up all the doors, blinds, and windows and kept them open all day. Played and danced around the apartment to cheesy songs like “I will survive”… don’t knock it, it got the endorphins flowing. I laughed and smiled today for the first time in months. I talked to a few people I’ve been neglecting as well.

My fighting spirit is coming back, with a vengeance. I mostly blame for the vastness of this depressive episode. If they gave a damn about their employees…. oh well, i’m not going to get into all that right now. I’ll just leave it at what goes around comes around… even for multi-billion dollar corporations like Wireless.

I’m feeling more like myself today than I have for ages. It feels great.
Never take happiness for granted because it can abandon you in a split second.