Archive for October, 2005
When I dropped him off he asked what I was doing later that night. I told him I had to go to my grandparents’ anniversary party at 9pm and then me and Tori would probably go hang out at Cockleburz. He said he would be there and he would see me tonight.
Tori and I went back to the apartment and got dressed. We both looked sexy. Then we went to the family gathering. We were an hour late. We stayed until 11 then we went to Scotty’s (a bar on the west side) because Tori was supposed to meet her cousins up there. So we got there and a band was playing. We lost track to time and didn’t get to Cockleburz until 1 am. We brought Amber with us. I talked to Joe and he said Johnny came in but left about a half hour before… damn me.
We stayed there for a little while, and then we went to the Vegas club. We had an extra hour of party time because of daylight savings time.
Then me, Amber, and Tori went back to the apartment. We planned on getting drunk-er. I got online and a couple I had been talking to wanted us to go hangout at their place. The guy, Will, came over and talked us into going. Tori stayed home because she had to go to work the next morning. So Amber and I went.
It was kinda weird. They wanted to have a foursome…
We partied our asses off this weekend. I had a lot of fun and some unexpected things happened.
Friday night, I had to work at the bar. I didn’t really plan on doing anything. Johnny Paul came in around 8pm which is earlier than he usually shows up. We started talking again. I was working the kitchen and it was pretty slow so we got to talk a lot. We recorded Brooke doing some goofy shit with my digital camera. I learned a lot about him. We figured out that we knew a lot of the same people because we both went to Rogers High School. I knew he looked familiar the first time I saw him, but I couldn’t place where I knew him from.
We talked about all kinds of things. I told him about what Brian (Lowe) did the weekend before. Then I’ll be damned if Brian didn’t show up at the bar. I wanted to take Joe’s baseball bat and beat him with it. Johnny Paul offered to take him outside and beat his ass for me. I thought that was sweet. I took the high road and completely ignored Brian. I acted like he didn’t even exist, even when he sat down next to Johnny Paul and tried to start talking to him. Johnny Paul didn’t really talk to him and he left after about an hour.
Last night was blissfully perfect. When I look behind me I see Johnny Paul sleeping peacefully in my bed, still naked from this morning’s events, I am able to remember what it is like to be happy.
I met him 3 weeks ago at Cockleburz1. We started talking and hanging out a lot almost immediately and bedded him this weekend… in the eyes of some that may seem way to soon, but in my eyes, it was perfect. I was attracted to him from the moment I laid eyes on him, and I wanted to be with him… so a dream came true.
I didn’t really go out of my way to win his affections because I thought he wanted Brooke. I was just friendly and was completely myself and I guess he was overthrown by my charms.
Well, today was my grandparents’ 50th anniversary! I can’t believe they’ve been together so long. I’m happy for them. I know they drive each other crazy, but I also know that they love each other very deeply.
I don’t think I could ever spend 50 years with the same person. The longest I’ve ever been with someone was a yr and a half and that lasted so long because it was a long distance relationship. The longest I had ever actually been with someone that I saw constantly (without breaking up at least once) was this last time Brian and I was together. That lasted 7 months.
Last night was CRAZY!
Robert and Cody came over and we started drinking jager. Then on the way to Cockleburz Saloon we drank a bottle of peppermint schnapps. I didn’t eat all day (boy am i a dumbass)… anyways we get to the bar and Brooke gives me a triple jager. I downed that one and Johnny bought me another, then Chris bought me another, after that Brian bought me a triple rattlesnake, then Brooke gave me a xtra large sex on the beach and 2 screwdrivers, then Chris bought me another triple shot of jager…. um yeah by this time I was SHITFACED!!! I decided I had enough, but it was too late lol. I didn’t take in to consideration that I hadn’t eaten so yeah I was pretty damn wasted.