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Horoscope for yesterday

Someone who’s been on your mind a great deal lately will contact you soon — maybe even today. The problem is, they’ll want a lot more from you than just the chance to catch up. Does this mean you should let them take advantage of you and the tender, pensive mood you’re in? Not at all. But if you need to let them know how you feel about the way you left things, even if it’s just to gain closure, do it. You, more than anyone else, need to know where you stand.

Funny thing about this is Erick contacted me.

I had sex with my first real musician yesterday (meaning his band has been signed and actually has a record contract) His name is Mike and he’s in a band called “My Life Story”. He’s originally from Ireland. We have lots in common. He is the 20th guy I’ve slept with, but the first guy in my new apartment and in my new bed.

We had fun

Sex is great… I’m gonna take John’s advice and stop counting how many people I’ve slept with… what’s the point?!? It’s all in the name of fun and basic human needs. I’m not gonna buy into the “you’re a whore if you sleep with (x amount) of guys” mentality any longer… It’s my life and I’ll have sex whoever I want whenever I want!

Me and Tori signed the lease for our new apartment Feb 10th!

I’m so excited. I can’t wait to be out on my own again. I’ll have privacy, my own space, freedom to have whomever over to spend the night or fuck or whatever… It’s gonna be great!

I really appreciate my grandparents for letting me stay with them til I got back on my feet but fuck I’ve missed my freedom. So far 2005 is shaping up to be a good year!

The last 4 months have been incredible. I’m accomplishing every goal I set for myself and it feels great. It is revitalizing my self esteem and each day I am a step closer to the Jen I used to be before the miscarriages, heartbreaks, setbacks, tragedies, chronic depression and disappointments. Each day I am able to let go of a little more of the feelings of guilt, misery, loss, bitterness, and hopelessness that has plagued me for the last 5-6 years.

I just woke up a little while ago. I always check my horoscope; it’s one of the first things I do. Here is what part of it said this morning and it is so accurate, it’s almost scary!

(by Astrology.com)
You’re simultaneously drawn to and repelled by someone eccentric (not to say downright weird). Give in a little to their unusual charms — you’ll know soon enough whether you can stand it. -

The someone it is referring to is one of the managers at my job. I met him a little over a year and a half ago through Raymond, when he worked at Cingular. I had a one night stand with him. I was drunk and I didn’t really want to fuck him, but he was very persistent and I gave in so I could get it over with and go to sleep. I always regretted doing it, that is until the last couple of weeks.