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I just got home about an hour or so ago. I got laid for the first time since Brian and I broke up. Funny thing is this guy is named Brian too lol. He was the first guy I’ve had sex with in 17 months besides Brian.

So I have one more notch in my bedpost… that brings the count up to:

19 guys and 1 girl

I’m not a slut… I just love sex lol.

I don’t want a serious relationship right now, so maybe this Brian will become my “friend” lol

Friendship with benefits…. fabulous lol

Ok well I’m tired, happy, and I have to get up early tomorrow.

BTW today is the 1 month anniversary of my singlehood.

I still miss Brian’s friendship but I don’t miss being his girlfriend.

Ok, so technically it’s xmas. So merry x-mas to all you x-tians.

To me it’s just another day. Xmas was never really special to me. It was always a day that got fucked up either by mom and Larry getting into it and him beating the hell out of her and/or us or having to go to charities to get gifts. It totally sucked. Hence my scrooge-ness… lol

Oh well, bygones.

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Last night I went out with some girls from work. There was an all male revue at a local club. It was the Men of Playgirl vs. the Las Vegas Playboys. Oh man! It was fuckin awesome. BEEFCAKE!!! LOL. I had a kickass time. The show ended earlier than it was supposed to because the owner of the club started letting men in earlier and it made the strippers uncomfortable so they all got dressed. Some of them left, but most of them stayed around the club and hung out. There was one, Ryan, (SUPER FUCKIN HOTTIE!!!) and he sat at our table and talked with us most of the night. He was dead sexy. He made me dance with him. I rarely ever dance, I didn’t want to, but he wouldn’t take no for an answer. I went out there and we started freak dancing… me freak dancing! (scary thought isn’t it?).

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