Well, it’s morning and I still see things as I saw them last night. The day already started off messed up. Granny woke me up this morning to tell me that Randy is going to take me to instead of Don because Don is in jail. He got arrested on a DWI last night. I’m almost terrified to leave the house today. There’s no telling what else is going to go wrong.

I still don’t want to leave, but I don’t even know how to bring it up to him. I don’t want him to think I’m trying to control him, because I’m not. I just want to see where our relationship is going. I care for him and I’ll miss him a lot if he leaves. I wish I knew for sure how he feels about me. and I have been through a lot over the years and no matter how many times we have split up, eventually we always find our way back to each other. I thought this time we would both be mature enough to stay together and make it work, but I don’t know how we could do that if he is over 1200 miles away.