Jun

5

Fresh Perspective

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Well, it’s morning and I still see things as I saw them last night. The day already started off messed up. Granny woke me up this morning to tell me that Randy is going to take me to instead of Don because Don is in jail. He got arrested on a DWI last night. I’m almost terrified to leave the house today. There’s no telling what else is going to go wrong.

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Jun

4

Uber-Shitty Day

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It’s been one of those really really rough days that make you feel so horrible that you can barely find a reason to go on living… You know the ones - where everything starts going wrong from the second you get out of bed… first, one thing goes wrong and then another, then another until finally it all compounds into one super shitty day and you begin contemplating your life and how awry it has gone. It is a spiraling ball of shit that you have lost control of and the more you try to bring it out of the nosedive the worse it becomes. You begin to wonder why you even bother. You’re on the verge of giving up, but then miraculously, something happens to snap you out of it and make you feel better. You start to remember that tomorrow, after all, is another day and the problems of this day will be in the past…

Well, not today. Today, the hits just keep on coming. Technically, tomorrow will be here in about 15 minutes, but the problems of this day will still be here and just as bad as they are today.
All I really need is someone to talk to, someone to tell me that everything will be okay, and actually convince me of it.

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