Last night was my birthday celebration (my birthday isn’t until tomorrow though). Chris’ (Dena’s hubby) birthday was the 29th and mine is the 3rd so we all went out to celebrate last night. It was me, Dena, Chris, , Luis. Don, Lisa, Randy, Nate and . Before last night I hadn’t seen in 2 1/2 years.

I was over at Dena’s and we were all waiting for Angel and Mark. I was looking through my cell phone book and saw Brian’s mom’s number. I wasn’t sure if she still had the same number, but I decided to give it a shot. I had Dena call. Brian was there and she talked to him. She told him what our plans were for the evening and invited him. So me and Tori went to pick him up. We met up with the others at the club. At first things were a little weird.

Luis was being pretty flirty and I was returning his advances, then there was an interesting turn of events.

Brian gave me a birthday hug and kiss. then we started talking and stuff and he asked if i was with Luis. I told him no and he wanted to know if i was with anyone else. I told him I was single and he asked me to be his girl!!! This surprised me for a couple reasons.

First, we hadn’t seen or talked to each other in 2 1/2 years. Second, out of all the times me and brian were “together” I always asked. I told him yes. We went to the bathroom and started making out. We were making out in a stall and Dena busted in and made me go on the dance floor because the djs were playing “shorty, party like it’s yo birfday…” I don’t know the name of the song. Bo me and brian danced, then we went back to the table and pretty soon we were making out again.

We made our way back to the bathroom and about 10 mins later Dena came in the bathroom hollering, “FUCK PATROL! Get yall’s asses back out there.” We ignored her. I was sitting on the back of the toilet and Brian was eating me out. Then all of a sudden Luis and Chris busted in our stall. It was pretty embarrassing. I wasn’t too concerned about Luis seeing because we’ve slept together before.
A few mins later, we went back out to the club and it was closing time. We all migrated to the parking lot and Luis made a snide comment to Brian. He said, “it looks like you’re the lucky one tonight.” Before an argument got started I pulled Brian to me and started kissing him again. We continued to make out in the parking lot until the others were ready to go home.

Brian wanted us to spend the night together. I didn’t want to go all the way to granny’s house and I knew we wouldn’t have any privacy at Dena’s so we rented a room. We got inside and started making out, then Brian stopped. He wanted to talk! Brian of all people. I was shocked. our biggest issue when we were together all those times in the past was lack of communication. The other issues were insecurity and mistrust.

He told me that the last time we were “seeing” each other (I was his other woman at that time) that he wanted me to be his girl, but was too scared to ask because he thought I only wanted him for his dick. He told me how happy he was that we were together again and about how much he missed me and how long he’d be trying to find me again. He promised me that he would never cheat on me as long as I don’t cheat on him. He said it had been 8 months since he had . I told him that it had been 9 months for me.

He’s trying to make something of himself now. which was the second biggest issue back in the day… his lack of ambition. Brian and me have a very long history… 7 years. He was my first real boyfriend. We had sex all night long, literally (well, until 7 this morning). then we cuddled until check out time. I am sore as hell today… but it was worth it.
Brian accepts me, flaws and all. I think we have a real chance of making it this time. I found out last night his mother never told him that I was pregnant. I told him about it last night, and the . He told me that if she had told him he would have moved me out to Las Vegas with him. (He had moved there when our “arrangement” ended. That’s why it ended, because he was moving.)

Dena is so happy that we are back together. He’s the only one she ever liked me being with. She went back to calling him her “cousin-in-law” lol. I’m still kinda in shock that we are back together. He let me have the shirt he was wearing last night. It’s his favorite shirt. I’m really tired so I’m gonna go to bed. I think I’ll sleep in the shirt.

I’m really content. It was a GREAT birthday.

On this day..