I talked to Mike a few mins ago…
I just got off the phone with Mike. He seems to be doing a little better. I feel bad for him. He knows now that if he ever needs to talk I’ll be here for him. He asked if he can call me tomorrow. I told him he could and that he could stop by my job and get lunch tomorrow.
He was telling me about his motorcycles. He has 2. He didn’t come across as the motorcycle type to me before, but hey… Maybe he’s a bad boy after all.
I’m feeling pretty happy right now.
After all my Erick posts, I decided to go read some of my archives from after we broke up. I haven’t spoken to him since the middle of November. I can’t help but wonder how he’s doing. Despite everything, we had a great friendship. I miss that more than anything and I would like to rekindle it, so I made a new id and left him an offline message. We’ll see how it turns out.
It’s been long enough. I think we could maintain a friendship now. I’ve moved on, and I’m sure he has. I at least want him to know I have forgiven him, and I mean it this time. I’m well over the rage and anger.
I’ll be damned, time does heal all wounds.
On this day..
- I Enjoyed Myself Last Night - 2009
- Of All the Streets in All the Cities… - 2007
- My breakup with Erick - 2004
- Near Death, One year ago tonight - 2004
About BipolarChick (599 posts)
I’m a thirty-something bipolar woman, an advanced tech agent with a pay tv provider, tax preparer for a local charity, current Tulsa inhabitant, and I’m one credit shy of an Associate Degree in Liberal Arts. I’m working on recovery from self-injury and working toward stabilizing my bipolar symptoms. Recovery is very important to me. I’ve been mostly single the past few years and plagued by a seemingly never-ending series of jackasses, assholes, and married men. I have no children of my own, but I have lots of nieces and nephews I love to spoil.