Mike & I have been talking more. Thursday, he invited me out for dinner. I invited him to come up to Ron’s (my job) for lunch, but he was trying to hurry up & finish his route because he got a call from his mother’s nurse that she had only a few days left (she’s of ), so he wants to spend as much time w/her as he can. I felt so bad for him, but I didn’t really know what to say.

Mike’s a guy I met @ . He’s 1 of our delivery guys. He’s only 21, he’s cute & sweet. He seems like a nice guy that won’t hurt me. (Goddess knows I’ve had enough of that) My cousin, , gave him my number & he gave her his for me a little over a month ago. I text messaged him the weekend after, & some chick called me back trying to front. I just hung up on her. I was at Taylor’s (my niece) bday party & was hanging w/ so it wasn’t the right time to talk about it. Tori heard what happened & was pissed off. She called him & fronted him down. The next week I ignored him, even when he was trying to talk to me. Later that night, I texted him & told him how rude I though he was for not apologizing or anything. He called as soon as he got the message & apologized. He said he tried @ but I wouldn’t acknowledge him & that chick wasn’t his gf, she’s his brother’s friend & she has a crush on him or something. I was just like whatever. Over the next few weeks we talked more & all has been forgiven. I’m still not completely clear on who she was. When he asked me out the other day, I told him I didn’t think his gf would appreciate it & he swore again that she isn’t his girl. He said he would explain everything else later. Then the call about his mom came & we haven’t talked since. I’ll see him Thurs, so we’ll see what’s up. Today’s Jacob’s (my nephew) 7th bday. We’re going to Chuckie Cheese’s, stuff lemme tell ya. I’ve also been talking to a 20 y/o net guy that I like. We’ve a lot in common & he’s gonna teach me bass.

I haven’t had since the weekend before my gallbladder surgery (july 2, 2003) and that was with and Brandi. I’m getting kinda antsy, but I think I’m going to try to make it to the 1 year mark.

On this day..