Mar

16

My Ex-Stepfather (the Monster)

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Larry began molesting me when I was 6 years old & mom was pregnant with . After was born, he began beating me & mom & continued the molesting. I told my mom 3 years later, while she was pregnant with . They were fighting & she had kicked him out. I foolishly thought I could finally let her in on the secret that had been eating away at me. She ranted & raved & swore he would pay, but less than a week later she let him come back & I was thought of as the liar. To this day she doesn’t acknowledge what Larry did to me & continued to do until she finally left him- 5 days after my 12th birthday. That is one of the fundamental issues in our relationship. I still hold a lot of resentment towards her. If she would just admit it, then maybe I could forgive her…

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Mar

16

My Father

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I talked to my mom Saturday & she said there was a number on her caller id from my (paternal) grandma. I told her I didn’t care & I didn’t want the phone number. Well I talked to her again on Sunday & she said they called again & she answered it out of curiosity. She said it wasn’t Eulah, it was my dad.

My dad! Ha! He doesn’t know the meaning of the word. He was never my dad. He only came around when he wanted something. He never wanted me or gave 2 shits about what happened to me. He is nothing more than the sperm donor to me. That’s the way I have thought of him for well over 10 years. Why the hell is he trying to come back around now? He must have some ulterior motives.

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